Running with feminine energy
I feel like writing inEnglish today..I have had some tranformation in my mind recently.It was very sudden but came across as totally organic and natural phenomenon to me.Then I met someone very special.He taught me to embrace my femininity, feminine energy.Feminine energy is all about receiving, accepting, surrendering, harmony with the nature and total appreciation of "being" instead of "doing"as in the masculine energy.I feel like I have forgotten this feminine energy for such a long time.Masculine energy is greatAchiving goalsPlanningsGo-getter mindsetDO!Just do it!!!!Masculine energy have been the main source of my whole life, work, and running and sports.For long time.I wanted to be smarter, stronger, faster, greater etc.I want more and more and more!!!!But i also knew it that I was missing out of something from pursueing my life constantly with my masculine energy.Yes I was tired of wanting more and more and more...Where will this go?In our society, we are all encouraged to live our lives with masculine energy.Its important and necessary at times but do you not feel tired sometimes?I think this difficult time also taught me to go back to my real source, femininity.I knew already in my heart, that I enjoy so much to run without any time or pace goal.I really enjoy slow jog.I really enjoy to run in nature.I knew that I never liked to run in gymI never enjoyed running in training groups etcIts because running with my masculine enegy does not suits me all the time(sometimes, of course, yes!).I just realized that I love to run with my feminine energy.No time or distance goal, no thinking, just feel the air, feel the sun, feel the nature, feel the wind, feel the rain.That is what I like, my styleYet I love competitive part of running too!!So I want to explore the best balance for me.I also feel that feminine energy is one of the key in this confusing timeJust go with the flow with your feminine if you feel tired somehow regardless if you r men or women
