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almost logged on to ameba using pearl's laptop! pheww!
tmr's gonna be gooooooooood! please be good or awesome!!!!!!
anyway, to you who will never read this, i think you're crazy, i hate the way you're handling issues, you look absurdly despo in my eyes, and i hate the fact that i cant let you know.
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tmr's gonna be gooooooooood! please be good or awesome!!!!!!
anyway, to you who will never read this, i think you're crazy, i hate the way you're handling issues, you look absurdly despo in my eyes, and i hate the fact that i cant let you know.
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I really hope no seniors or juniors google this
Yesterday's heads meeting was probably the best ever. It was inspiring, thought-provoking and kinda reset my mindset.
I was questioned by Matt.
Why am I here?
What am I doing here?
What do I want to achieve here?
Did I come out of obligation?
Did I do it out of commitment?
Why, why, why.
Objectives, aims, achievements.
Conviction, commitment, passion.
I can never tell anyone how I truly feel about being in PACE. (not even this blog post can explain all)
It's full of bullshit(haha, not really lah), and as much as I hate commitment, it is a cca that requires THAT MUCH commitment.
But nevertheless, it's a cca that will change your mindset, for life.
We don't just usher, serve, host vips.
We don't just plan for yeg and agm.
We don't just hold long meetings trying to address issues that never stop coming.
We don't act professional.
We don't pretend we're a highly regarded cca. (okay, maybe we do, lol)
I can't explain. The people in exco are not just ordinary students. Not bastards like those in marketing. We are committed, we know what we've signed up for. We share common goals, we have a mutual understanding, we know how the system works, and we are committed to quality.
That's why working with my exco(okay, generally speaking lah) is so much easier than working with marketing students.
As much as it is dull to other people, it really trains you to be a better individual.
For my case, I haven't really grow, but being in such a cca kinda opened up my eyes. Not just to the real working world, but opened my eyes to the different ways of looking at life.
Being with exco is always inspiring. I never fail to learn something, most of the time. Especially when I'm around Robert or Matt. (urm, as much as I hate how aggressive matt can get)
Matt taught me the importance of attitude, he made me start believing.
I admire his confidence in us, and others. I admire his positivity at accomplishing soemthing that is really near impossible.
I told him my concerns about entering nutrition having no foundations. He said, it doesnt really matter whether I have foundation or not, What's truly important is my attitude, so long I have the right attitude, I wouldnt mind putting extra effort to catch up with others, and I can succeed in anything as long as the right attitude is there. Attitude, effort.
He said, never stop trying. Even if others tell you how tough it is to do blah, how impossible it is to do blah. Experience failure for yourself, at least you KNOW why you can't do certain things, or why you can't accomplish certain things. Experience failure. KNOW why.
He told me not to get into a relationship so easily. He said, save yourself the heartbreak.
He is the first person who genuinely believes in me. He believes that I can achieve more, and I really feel his confidence in me. He knows my issue of low self-esteem, albeit not fully. He believes I can do nutrition and succeed in it.
I'm blessed to have someone like him in my life. And I enjoy looking at things from his perspective. I wish one day, I can have that kind of confidence in myself and in others. And I hope one day, I can inspire people like how he inspires me.
I was questioned by Matt.
Why am I here?
What am I doing here?
What do I want to achieve here?
Did I come out of obligation?
Did I do it out of commitment?
Why, why, why.
Objectives, aims, achievements.
Conviction, commitment, passion.
I can never tell anyone how I truly feel about being in PACE. (not even this blog post can explain all)
It's full of bullshit(haha, not really lah), and as much as I hate commitment, it is a cca that requires THAT MUCH commitment.
But nevertheless, it's a cca that will change your mindset, for life.
We don't just usher, serve, host vips.
We don't just plan for yeg and agm.
We don't just hold long meetings trying to address issues that never stop coming.
We don't act professional.
We don't pretend we're a highly regarded cca. (okay, maybe we do, lol)
I can't explain. The people in exco are not just ordinary students. Not bastards like those in marketing. We are committed, we know what we've signed up for. We share common goals, we have a mutual understanding, we know how the system works, and we are committed to quality.
That's why working with my exco(okay, generally speaking lah) is so much easier than working with marketing students.
As much as it is dull to other people, it really trains you to be a better individual.
For my case, I haven't really grow, but being in such a cca kinda opened up my eyes. Not just to the real working world, but opened my eyes to the different ways of looking at life.
Being with exco is always inspiring. I never fail to learn something, most of the time. Especially when I'm around Robert or Matt. (urm, as much as I hate how aggressive matt can get)
Matt taught me the importance of attitude, he made me start believing.
I admire his confidence in us, and others. I admire his positivity at accomplishing soemthing that is really near impossible.
I told him my concerns about entering nutrition having no foundations. He said, it doesnt really matter whether I have foundation or not, What's truly important is my attitude, so long I have the right attitude, I wouldnt mind putting extra effort to catch up with others, and I can succeed in anything as long as the right attitude is there. Attitude, effort.
He said, never stop trying. Even if others tell you how tough it is to do blah, how impossible it is to do blah. Experience failure for yourself, at least you KNOW why you can't do certain things, or why you can't accomplish certain things. Experience failure. KNOW why.
He told me not to get into a relationship so easily. He said, save yourself the heartbreak.
He is the first person who genuinely believes in me. He believes that I can achieve more, and I really feel his confidence in me. He knows my issue of low self-esteem, albeit not fully. He believes I can do nutrition and succeed in it.
I'm blessed to have someone like him in my life. And I enjoy looking at things from his perspective. I wish one day, I can have that kind of confidence in myself and in others. And I hope one day, I can inspire people like how he inspires me.
CHILLLLLLLLAX
Shall we major in philosophy? And try to make a career out of it :)
Idk what's wrong with me, but I'm glad to have these changes.
I'm contented, really! I'm really started to appreciate the little things in my life.
I'm really making effort to treasure mon and dad and currently-cold-war-ing brother.
I'm loving my friends more and more, and I REALLY WANT TO MEET LSOEM! (i miss them like crazy please)
I'm no longer, so concerned about how much time left to do projs (okay, maybe that feeling with come later, like next week?)
I'm finally grasping the concept, that grades doesnt show your worth, and CHILLAX, TAKE LIFE EASY YO!
I'm finally finally, not always saying things like, huh, i dont wanna ___ because I wanna do proj.
I'm finally saying, okay, I can do proj later (and then never touch it until hours later)
I'm far from finishing projs due next week, but fk it, I've been thru last sem, I can survive this sem too!
Idk what's wrong with me, but I'm glad to have these changes.
I'm contented, really! I'm really started to appreciate the little things in my life.
I'm really making effort to treasure mon and dad and currently-cold-war-ing brother.
I'm loving my friends more and more, and I REALLY WANT TO MEET LSOEM! (i miss them like crazy please)
I'm no longer, so concerned about how much time left to do projs (okay, maybe that feeling with come later, like next week?)
I'm finally grasping the concept, that grades doesnt show your worth, and CHILLAX, TAKE LIFE EASY YO!
I'm finally finally, not always saying things like, huh, i dont wanna ___ because I wanna do proj.
I'm finally saying, okay, I can do proj later (and then never touch it until hours later)
I'm far from finishing projs due next week, but fk it, I've been thru last sem, I can survive this sem too!
Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooo
and one fine day, all these will come to an end.
No more fights, no more disputes, no more bashings.
I'm definitely not a Cassie, but I'm pretty sure I'm more clear-headed than most Cassies out there.
No more fights, no more disputes, no more bashings.
I'm definitely not a Cassie, but I'm pretty sure I'm more clear-headed than most Cassies out there.
fooood is my only love now!
come to think of it, there's a side of me that i think only strangers have the privilege to see. lol, not even mum, dad, best friends have seen, and yet strangers get to see it! aw, dear strangers, thank you for not playing any significant role in my life, so that i can reveal that side of me.
gahhh phone is acting weird.
a cooooooldddd dayyy!
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