No, this is not an emo post lah.
I wonder how many inspirational quotes, videos and books do I have to read to grasp the concept that I, and every living soul, is capable beyond imagination.
How long more do I need before I wake up, confront my fears and make a move towards my deepest desire.
The wise may say, now is the time, every moment is the time.
But....my courage lost its way man.
Where is it.
How long more do I need before I wake up, confront my fears and make a move towards my deepest desire.
The wise may say, now is the time, every moment is the time.
But....my courage lost its way man.
Where is it.
Self-love
Self-love is a big thing, bigger than I used to think.
I've never questioned myself if I love myself or hate myself, and when I first did, I..... couldn't give a firm answer. It went like,'Eh. I love myself of course.....I guess....but sometimes I don't....actually.....I....don't know". Hahaha. Uh huh. I can't confidently say yes, but I definitely don't hate myself (I think).
It's important for me to have absolute self-love, important for every human being in fact. Because, to love others, we have to love ourselves first so that we know how to love others properly, and we are in the good condition to love others in a sustainable manner.
But recently when I'm looking through my fb photos and tumblr posts, it kinda dawned on me that I do love myself. I love the things I posted, although I hated my unphotogenic face in all the photos on fb, but I love my likes, I love my loves. And I thank the Universe for that.
So I guess, instead of thinking how to make myself love myself more, I should think of ways to remind myself that I love myself very very much, deep deep like the ocean, vast vast like the sky.
You love you too.
I've never questioned myself if I love myself or hate myself, and when I first did, I..... couldn't give a firm answer. It went like,'Eh. I love myself of course.....I guess....but sometimes I don't....actually.....I....don't know". Hahaha. Uh huh. I can't confidently say yes, but I definitely don't hate myself (I think).
It's important for me to have absolute self-love, important for every human being in fact. Because, to love others, we have to love ourselves first so that we know how to love others properly, and we are in the good condition to love others in a sustainable manner.
But recently when I'm looking through my fb photos and tumblr posts, it kinda dawned on me that I do love myself. I love the things I posted, although I hated my unphotogenic face in all the photos on fb, but I love my likes, I love my loves. And I thank the Universe for that.
So I guess, instead of thinking how to make myself love myself more, I should think of ways to remind myself that I love myself very very much, deep deep like the ocean, vast vast like the sky.
You love you too.
help the true essence of help
我：你可以帮我吗？？
他：呃。。。
我：我给你钱！
他：Oh,okay!
Have never stopped asking for help ever since last year, but you get to know people a little bit more when you ask for help. Who readily helps you, who hesitates about helping you, who helps only when told about incentive, who helps even wihtout incentive.
人的现实面。
Well, by saying all these, it will serve as a reminder to self, to render help even if I can't get anything out of it, because to help is to provide value, to help is a duty as a part of the human race, & that help is not a service to be sold to another fellow being.
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他：呃。。。
我：我给你钱！
他：Oh,okay!
Have never stopped asking for help ever since last year, but you get to know people a little bit more when you ask for help. Who readily helps you, who hesitates about helping you, who helps only when told about incentive, who helps even wihtout incentive.
人的现实面。
Well, by saying all these, it will serve as a reminder to self, to render help even if I can't get anything out of it, because to help is to provide value, to help is a duty as a part of the human race, & that help is not a service to be sold to another fellow being.
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Midnight
I guess my relationship with my parents has never been in such a bad shape as now. I really have my very overdued rebellious streak right now, and I have naive thoughts like leaving the house, moving out of the house, staying outside for a while.
Well, my guts did got me out of the house, for 15mins, HAHA.
Yeah, I wish I was more rebellious, and irresponsible, and childish, and daring.
It's not that I hate my parents or what. I just feel that I need some 'time-out' break to sort my thoughts, rearrange my values, and I'm kinda betting on this cliche 'absence makes the heart grow fonder', hoping that by placing some distance between my parents and myself, we might be kinder and nicer to each other.
And I've been denying this urgent need to grow up and be independent for a long long time. And I'm ready to start facing it and yeah, start watering my 'self-reliance, independence' seed in me. Of course the very thought of it is very daunting, because it would mean sacrificing quite abit of money and leisure time. But like what NWD wrote in his book, change is always for the better. No matter how painful, difficult, long it is, change is always making us a better person.
Yup, a roller coaster ride it may be, I know I will be fine.
Well, my guts did got me out of the house, for 15mins, HAHA.
Yeah, I wish I was more rebellious, and irresponsible, and childish, and daring.
It's not that I hate my parents or what. I just feel that I need some 'time-out' break to sort my thoughts, rearrange my values, and I'm kinda betting on this cliche 'absence makes the heart grow fonder', hoping that by placing some distance between my parents and myself, we might be kinder and nicer to each other.
And I've been denying this urgent need to grow up and be independent for a long long time. And I'm ready to start facing it and yeah, start watering my 'self-reliance, independence' seed in me. Of course the very thought of it is very daunting, because it would mean sacrificing quite abit of money and leisure time. But like what NWD wrote in his book, change is always for the better. No matter how painful, difficult, long it is, change is always making us a better person.
Yup, a roller coaster ride it may be, I know I will be fine.