Oh Happy Days~ -2ページ目

I know Love knows no limit...

But come on, that's for the saints kay.

There's a limit to how much I can put up with someone's mood swing.
There's a limit to how much I can be nice and pretend I'm not upset.

Pfft.
I'm human.

Tsk.

It really sucks when you're not doing a good job, or making the effort to.
It sucks when you screw things up, create inconvenience for others, cause others to lose faith and trust in you.
It was these couple of days that I realised I do want to become a better leader.
To inspire, to grow, to help others.
Being a leader is really tough, tough tough. And I'm just not firm enough to assert my stand or stop blaming myself when I can't please them.
I tried, and I failed.
I wish I could make everyone happy, but obviously I can't.
And that feeling sucks terribly.
It's like I never stop frowning and having negative thoughts circulating in my head.

Gawd. I really hate doing this.

Bye.

Comment sa va?

I admit, I hit a plateau.
And it took me 6 months to face it, or... trying to face it.
Which is good progress, I would say.

Generally, LIFE'S PICKING UP. (this calls for a mini celebration!)
I am reminded once in a while, that my NY Resolution for this year is to not take life so seriously. Relax a lil' bit, chill a lil' bit, and maybe we'll see things more clearly. にこ

Have a great weekend, humans!




Au revoir, mon ami

A little part of my heart just died because I said goodbye to a very treasured friendship which I failed to maintain.
Before sunrise, I swear I will make sure my eyes are dry.

Goodbye my dearest friend.
Thank you for the three awesome years in TP.
I sincerely hope I left you with more fond than bad memories.

Lesson learnt: People change so fast you;ll be caught off guard. So guard your heart, guard your tears, guard your love.

Perplexed

This is bad.
I haven't been in touch with insecurity for a while.
Oh no. Now I am reminded of how it feels.
Oh yes. I hate that feeling.
What's changing?
What's going on?
I am bewildered.
Have I taken granted of it?
Or did I unconsciously and mistakenly anchor my life on it?