Tsk.

It really sucks when you're not doing a good job, or making the effort to.
It sucks when you screw things up, create inconvenience for others, cause others to lose faith and trust in you.
It was these couple of days that I realised I do want to become a better leader.
To inspire, to grow, to help others.
Being a leader is really tough, tough tough. And I'm just not firm enough to assert my stand or stop blaming myself when I can't please them.
I tried, and I failed.
I wish I could make everyone happy, but obviously I can't.
And that feeling sucks terribly.
It's like I never stop frowning and having negative thoughts circulating in my head.

Gawd. I really hate doing this.

Bye.