大马的年初二
watched 72 tenants on msia tv ytd! aw, a movie i watched w bananayuan and bananadouglas last year!
ah, tvb family<3 monday hurry come! i wanna watch all the cny movies and green hornet! (douglas, movie marathon!!!!!!!!!)
cny at starbucks is torturous. im practically staying in hotel room alone all the time, no internet connection unless i move my ass to starbucks. gosh, tv is my only entertainment, only when they show movies or chinese variety shows. gahhhhh, at least i get clean toilets here!
and hi dirty uncomfy toilets! see ya in a while!
im going to leave the chilly genting sooon! oh noooooo. needa face people, enjoy the awkward moments, give some awkward smiles and yet knowing that they'll judge me as some antisocial kid who doesnt like to interact w people.
i admire families who get together like damn often so cny is a very very enjoyable festival! so mum, you cant blame me for not interacting w cousins (who appear more like strangers to me) and expect me to talk to them like they're my good friends. that's mission impossible for me! even for normal friends, it takes awhile for me to get comfy w themmmmm! whatsmore, cousins whom i only get to see once a year, and for a few hours. and mum says, dont make them feel like sgreans are arrogant, hostile, and stuck up people. gah, judgements. at this age, may i wilfully say things like, to be honest, i dont care how they feel about me, or at least, im trying my best not to care because i dont see them often and i dont even talk to them when i see them. :D haha this will make my mum jumping mad! heee.
cny = awkward days that make me miss my sg home and friends even more :(:( and an opportunty for me to perfect my fake smile and fake front. depressing much!
thank god matt doesnt read my blog, if not, he'll gooo, "come on, it's a matter of attitude and mindset." I KNOWWWW! but i just cant change my attitude.
i've got so much more to sayyyy :( 说不出的无奈。我是不是比较适合一个人的孤僻孤独生活？
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ah, tvb family<3 monday hurry come! i wanna watch all the cny movies and green hornet! (douglas, movie marathon!!!!!!!!!)
cny at starbucks is torturous. im practically staying in hotel room alone all the time, no internet connection unless i move my ass to starbucks. gosh, tv is my only entertainment, only when they show movies or chinese variety shows. gahhhhh, at least i get clean toilets here!
and hi dirty uncomfy toilets! see ya in a while!
im going to leave the chilly genting sooon! oh noooooo. needa face people, enjoy the awkward moments, give some awkward smiles and yet knowing that they'll judge me as some antisocial kid who doesnt like to interact w people.
i admire families who get together like damn often so cny is a very very enjoyable festival! so mum, you cant blame me for not interacting w cousins (who appear more like strangers to me) and expect me to talk to them like they're my good friends. that's mission impossible for me! even for normal friends, it takes awhile for me to get comfy w themmmmm! whatsmore, cousins whom i only get to see once a year, and for a few hours. and mum says, dont make them feel like sgreans are arrogant, hostile, and stuck up people. gah, judgements. at this age, may i wilfully say things like, to be honest, i dont care how they feel about me, or at least, im trying my best not to care because i dont see them often and i dont even talk to them when i see them. :D haha this will make my mum jumping mad! heee.
cny = awkward days that make me miss my sg home and friends even more :(:( and an opportunty for me to perfect my fake smile and fake front. depressing much!
thank god matt doesnt read my blog, if not, he'll gooo, "come on, it's a matter of attitude and mindset." I KNOWWWW! but i just cant change my attitude.
i've got so much more to sayyyy :( 说不出的无奈。我是不是比较适合一个人的孤僻孤独生活？
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大马的年初二
watched 72 tenants on msia tv ytd! aw, a movie i watched w bananayuan and bananadouglas last year!
ah, tvb family<3 monday hurry come! i wanna watch all the cny movies and green hornet! (douglas, movie marathon!!!!!!!!!)
cny at genting is torturous. im practically staying in hotel room alone all the time, no internet connection unless i move my ass to starbucks. gosh, tv is my only entertainment, only when they show movies or chinese variety shows. gahhhhh, at least i get clean toilets here!
and hi dirty uncomfy toilets! see ya in a while!
im going to leave the chilly genting sooon! oh noooooo. needa face people, enjoy the awkward moments, give some awkward smiles and yet knowing that they'll judge me as some antisocial kid who doesnt like to interact w people.
i admire families who get together like damn often so cny is a very very enjoyable festival! so mum, you cant blame me for not interacting w cousins (who appear more like strangers to me) and expect me to talk to them like they're my good friends. that's mission impossible for me! even for normal friends, it takes awhile for me to get comfy w themmmmm! whatsmore, cousins whom i only get to see once a year, and for a few hours. and mum says, dont make them feel like sgreans are arrogant, hostile, and stuck up people. gah, judgements. at this age, may i wilfully say things like, to be honest, i dont care how they feel about me, or at least, im trying my best not to care because i dont see them often and i dont even talk to them when i see them. :D haha this will make my mum jumping mad! heee.
cny = awkward days that make me miss my sg home and friends even more :(:( and an opportunty for me to perfect my fake smile and fake front. depressing much!
thank god matt doesnt read my blog, if not, he'll gooo, "come on, it's a matter of attitude and mindset." I KNOWWWW! but i just cant change my attitude.
i've got so much more to sayyyy :( 说不出的无奈。我是不是比较适合一个人的孤僻孤独生活？
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ah, tvb family<3 monday hurry come! i wanna watch all the cny movies and green hornet! (douglas, movie marathon!!!!!!!!!)
cny at genting is torturous. im practically staying in hotel room alone all the time, no internet connection unless i move my ass to starbucks. gosh, tv is my only entertainment, only when they show movies or chinese variety shows. gahhhhh, at least i get clean toilets here!
and hi dirty uncomfy toilets! see ya in a while!
im going to leave the chilly genting sooon! oh noooooo. needa face people, enjoy the awkward moments, give some awkward smiles and yet knowing that they'll judge me as some antisocial kid who doesnt like to interact w people.
i admire families who get together like damn often so cny is a very very enjoyable festival! so mum, you cant blame me for not interacting w cousins (who appear more like strangers to me) and expect me to talk to them like they're my good friends. that's mission impossible for me! even for normal friends, it takes awhile for me to get comfy w themmmmm! whatsmore, cousins whom i only get to see once a year, and for a few hours. and mum says, dont make them feel like sgreans are arrogant, hostile, and stuck up people. gah, judgements. at this age, may i wilfully say things like, to be honest, i dont care how they feel about me, or at least, im trying my best not to care because i dont see them often and i dont even talk to them when i see them. :D haha this will make my mum jumping mad! heee.
cny = awkward days that make me miss my sg home and friends even more :(:( and an opportunty for me to perfect my fake smile and fake front. depressing much!
thank god matt doesnt read my blog, if not, he'll gooo, "come on, it's a matter of attitude and mindset." I KNOWWWW! but i just cant change my attitude.
i've got so much more to sayyyy :( 说不出的无奈。我是不是比较适合一个人的孤僻孤独生活？
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大马的初一
突然发现、每年回老爸老妈的家乡时、一定会领悟许多.
因为车程太久、遇见的人太多。
看见啊丁姐姐的三个小千金吵吵闹闹、天真无邪、老爸开始怀念小时候的我。
那个天天令他大笑、让他感觉工作再辛苦也值得的我。他说：＂以前你受伤时、大叫「daddy救我！」＂
「救」字。不是随口说说的「救我」、我可以想像当是的无助感。
小孩子的天真直率、我无比的羡慕。
要说什么就说什么。
我希望自己是个敢爱敢恨的人。
想做什么就做什么。
可是「勇敢」在我出生时、它就生病了。
勇敢它变得懦弱、脆弱。它时而勇敢、时而懦弱。
生病的勇敢把病传染给了｢自信」。
自信也跟着生病了。
自信得了＂怕他人眼光疾病＂。
老爸给我的爱太多太多、他是这辈子最爱我的人。
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