大马的年初二
watched 72 tenants on msia tv ytd! aw, a movie i watched w bananayuan and bananadouglas last year!
ah, tvb family<3 monday hurry come! i wanna watch all the cny movies and green hornet! (douglas, movie marathon!!!!!!!!!)
cny at starbucks is torturous. im practically staying in hotel room alone all the time, no internet connection unless i move my ass to starbucks. gosh, tv is my only entertainment, only when they show movies or chinese variety shows. gahhhhh, at least i get clean toilets here!
and hi dirty uncomfy toilets! see ya in a while!
im going to leave the chilly genting sooon! oh noooooo. needa face people, enjoy the awkward moments, give some awkward smiles and yet knowing that they'll judge me as some antisocial kid who doesnt like to interact w people.
i admire families who get together like damn often so cny is a very very enjoyable festival! so mum, you cant blame me for not interacting w cousins (who appear more like strangers to me) and expect me to talk to them like they're my good friends. that's mission impossible for me! even for normal friends, it takes awhile for me to get comfy w themmmmm! whatsmore, cousins whom i only get to see once a year, and for a few hours. and mum says, dont make them feel like sgreans are arrogant, hostile, and stuck up people. gah, judgements. at this age, may i wilfully say things like, to be honest, i dont care how they feel about me, or at least, im trying my best not to care because i dont see them often and i dont even talk to them when i see them. :D haha this will make my mum jumping mad! heee.
cny = awkward days that make me miss my sg home and friends even more :(:( and an opportunty for me to perfect my fake smile and fake front. depressing much!
thank god matt doesnt read my blog, if not, he'll gooo, "come on, it's a matter of attitude and mindset." I KNOWWWW! but i just cant change my attitude.
i've got so much more to sayyyy :( 说不出的无奈。我是不是比较适合一个人的孤僻孤独生活？
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ah, tvb family<3 monday hurry come! i wanna watch all the cny movies and green hornet! (douglas, movie marathon!!!!!!!!!)
cny at starbucks is torturous. im practically staying in hotel room alone all the time, no internet connection unless i move my ass to starbucks. gosh, tv is my only entertainment, only when they show movies or chinese variety shows. gahhhhh, at least i get clean toilets here!
and hi dirty uncomfy toilets! see ya in a while!
im going to leave the chilly genting sooon! oh noooooo. needa face people, enjoy the awkward moments, give some awkward smiles and yet knowing that they'll judge me as some antisocial kid who doesnt like to interact w people.
i admire families who get together like damn often so cny is a very very enjoyable festival! so mum, you cant blame me for not interacting w cousins (who appear more like strangers to me) and expect me to talk to them like they're my good friends. that's mission impossible for me! even for normal friends, it takes awhile for me to get comfy w themmmmm! whatsmore, cousins whom i only get to see once a year, and for a few hours. and mum says, dont make them feel like sgreans are arrogant, hostile, and stuck up people. gah, judgements. at this age, may i wilfully say things like, to be honest, i dont care how they feel about me, or at least, im trying my best not to care because i dont see them often and i dont even talk to them when i see them. :D haha this will make my mum jumping mad! heee.
cny = awkward days that make me miss my sg home and friends even more :(:( and an opportunty for me to perfect my fake smile and fake front. depressing much!
thank god matt doesnt read my blog, if not, he'll gooo, "come on, it's a matter of attitude and mindset." I KNOWWWW! but i just cant change my attitude.
i've got so much more to sayyyy :( 说不出的无奈。我是不是比较适合一个人的孤僻孤独生活？
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