hiatus (attempt)
dear friends, im gonna delete msn app from my laptop! it's sucha distraction i cant take it! haha! and and am gonna temporarily stop using twitter until most proj reports are submitted! and am gonna delete funshion software which has been loyally serving me by providing me instant downloads of videos( my lovely funshion, becos of you, i got to rewatch old dramas, you're much loved by me!) will continue to facebook to keep myself in the loop! :)
ah, please dont let others know about these plans. shoul you see me tweeting, text me qiao you suck ttm. haha! anything unhappiness, please conveniently text me so at least im updated w the minor minor events going on in you lives( since we cant possibly meey everyday!) lmk lmk lmk! haha! goodnight guys and jiayou!
p.s. qiao, please concentrate. find your focus back!
iPhoneからの投稿
A long entry!
是要用英文还是华文的好？哈哈
到了年末，大家又开始了回首今年所发生的点点滴滴。
是应该要感到快乐对吧？新的一年，新的开始。把不快的留在2010，然后重新开始。
可是，每到31号，我好像惆怅多过快乐。
我回想不愉快多过愉快。
可是可是，我也心存感激！我也会感到满足。
真的是矛盾又复杂的情感交集！
In the year 2010, I've done so much, met so many different people, gained so much experiences. (Grateful)
- Global Citizenship
-Transnational studies
- 2M05
- PACE Main Comm
- AMK Pepperlunch
- Bananas
- LSOEM
I've met so many different people in GC! I miss our beijing trip, and any other overseas trips with the same gang of people will never match up with the amount of fun I had during beijing trip (okay, partly because not everyone from would go on an overseas trip w gc peeps again eh!)
I'm glad there're still gc outings, and i do whine about going to these outings because to be honest, i dont find myself being able to click with them. Even till today. Haha, but but, I like the people there I guess (recalls yesterday's gc outing). ;D Alright, Douglas please remind me to go for more GC outings!
TNS. zomfg, the close-knitted tns family of mine! So many things happened during short two weeks and also the subsequent month after tns was over. I had a crush on my good friend's crush who also have a crush on my good friend! And there were so many ups and downs in my emotional world thanks to tns people. I did mention if only pearl and I didnt join tns, our lives might be more peaceful and happier. BUT COME ON, QIAO, YOU'RE FATED TO BE IN TNS WITH THIS GANG OF PEOPLE! Okay, making friends with leslie totally made up for all the unhappiness I've got from tns, so still, I'm thankful!
2M05 IS A DISASTER. Yes, I dislike the class completely, and i'm not exactly making the effort to change my attitude. and hence, i'll continue to complain about the class (yes, I know it's all about the attitude ;D). I'm gonna survive with pearl, and die alone in 3.1 class! :D (prays hard I get into the same class w yuan and/or pearl)
PACE Main Comm, the key driver in all the changes I've got this year. I love the committee. I really do. I joined this cca, to discover all my insecurities, the causes behind my low self-esteem, my incompetencies, my failures, my weaknesses. Sounds bad eh? Everyone around me is so fking capable, and attending meetings with them or doing work w them simply beats my self-esteem down more and more. Haha, but wait, I'm not complaining. It's all because of this cca, I get to know so much more about myself! I've learnt so so much this year because of it! And I love the people, every single one even though I dislike/hated. I gained close friends like Robert and Chengnee, I have people I love like Phyllis, I have people I admired so fking much like Matthew, I have people I looked up to like Junshen and Shinn. :D Its because of pace, I've come to know awesome juniors like Nadia,Kelvin and Cheryl. oh and Markus too, haha. I love this cca so so much although I complained about it. Dont ever insult my cca in front of me, because only the main comm can bitch about pace, tyvm.
Skipping AMK pepperlunch because its gonna dampen my mood talking about it. haha
Bananas. I love all of you, I dont care if our friendship seems to become more distant or what, I love all of you till the day i die! I'm so grateful to have you guys, especially when I'm feeling down! I'm so lazy to explain so much, but I just wanna let you guys know I REALLY REALLY TREASURE YOU ALL! I think this year yuan and I got much much much closer! :D and I hope we can get even closer! HAHA!
And Lsoem (last sunday of each month). Polyforum rocks. It's like another set of bananas. I love everyone in lsoem. We may not be close at all, and yes indeed we're not close at all. But I feel so comfy with everyone I can't explain how contented I feel when I'm hanging out with you guys. You guys made the rest of 2010 so much brighter and happier for me! (thankful) I hope we still get to meet up every month because I cant wait to see everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! screw schwork for deterring our meetups!
That's my 2010! As for my new year resolution, refer to tumblr! deeaxe.tumblr.com :D
到了年末，大家又开始了回首今年所发生的点点滴滴。
是应该要感到快乐对吧？新的一年，新的开始。把不快的留在2010，然后重新开始。
可是，每到31号，我好像惆怅多过快乐。
我回想不愉快多过愉快。
可是可是，我也心存感激！我也会感到满足。
真的是矛盾又复杂的情感交集！
In the year 2010, I've done so much, met so many different people, gained so much experiences. (Grateful)
- Global Citizenship
-Transnational studies
- 2M05
- PACE Main Comm
- AMK Pepperlunch
- Bananas
- LSOEM
I've met so many different people in GC! I miss our beijing trip, and any other overseas trips with the same gang of people will never match up with the amount of fun I had during beijing trip (okay, partly because not everyone from would go on an overseas trip w gc peeps again eh!)
I'm glad there're still gc outings, and i do whine about going to these outings because to be honest, i dont find myself being able to click with them. Even till today. Haha, but but, I like the people there I guess (recalls yesterday's gc outing). ;D Alright, Douglas please remind me to go for more GC outings!
TNS. zomfg, the close-knitted tns family of mine! So many things happened during short two weeks and also the subsequent month after tns was over. I had a crush on my good friend's crush who also have a crush on my good friend! And there were so many ups and downs in my emotional world thanks to tns people. I did mention if only pearl and I didnt join tns, our lives might be more peaceful and happier. BUT COME ON, QIAO, YOU'RE FATED TO BE IN TNS WITH THIS GANG OF PEOPLE! Okay, making friends with leslie totally made up for all the unhappiness I've got from tns, so still, I'm thankful!
2M05 IS A DISASTER. Yes, I dislike the class completely, and i'm not exactly making the effort to change my attitude. and hence, i'll continue to complain about the class (yes, I know it's all about the attitude ;D). I'm gonna survive with pearl, and die alone in 3.1 class! :D (prays hard I get into the same class w yuan and/or pearl)
PACE Main Comm, the key driver in all the changes I've got this year. I love the committee. I really do. I joined this cca, to discover all my insecurities, the causes behind my low self-esteem, my incompetencies, my failures, my weaknesses. Sounds bad eh? Everyone around me is so fking capable, and attending meetings with them or doing work w them simply beats my self-esteem down more and more. Haha, but wait, I'm not complaining. It's all because of this cca, I get to know so much more about myself! I've learnt so so much this year because of it! And I love the people, every single one even though I dislike/hated. I gained close friends like Robert and Chengnee, I have people I love like Phyllis, I have people I admired so fking much like Matthew, I have people I looked up to like Junshen and Shinn. :D Its because of pace, I've come to know awesome juniors like Nadia,Kelvin and Cheryl. oh and Markus too, haha. I love this cca so so much although I complained about it. Dont ever insult my cca in front of me, because only the main comm can bitch about pace, tyvm.
Skipping AMK pepperlunch because its gonna dampen my mood talking about it. haha
Bananas. I love all of you, I dont care if our friendship seems to become more distant or what, I love all of you till the day i die! I'm so grateful to have you guys, especially when I'm feeling down! I'm so lazy to explain so much, but I just wanna let you guys know I REALLY REALLY TREASURE YOU ALL! I think this year yuan and I got much much much closer! :D and I hope we can get even closer! HAHA!
And Lsoem (last sunday of each month). Polyforum rocks. It's like another set of bananas. I love everyone in lsoem. We may not be close at all, and yes indeed we're not close at all. But I feel so comfy with everyone I can't explain how contented I feel when I'm hanging out with you guys. You guys made the rest of 2010 so much brighter and happier for me! (thankful) I hope we still get to meet up every month because I cant wait to see everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! screw schwork for deterring our meetups!
That's my 2010! As for my new year resolution, refer to tumblr! deeaxe.tumblr.com :D
Hi, Liar #2
Okay, I need to stay optimistic!
No one forced me to join this CCA.
yes, NO ONE FORCED ME TO JOIN THIS CCA.
So no matter how bad things have turned out, I CAN'T JUST WASH MY HANDS OFF WHATEVER MATTERS AND PASS IT ON TO SOMEONE ELSE.
NO, NO, NO, NO, QIAOOOOO, YOU CANT BE SO IRRESPONSIBLE.
X'mas eve is just tomorrow! :D
No one forced me to join this CCA.
yes, NO ONE FORCED ME TO JOIN THIS CCA.
So no matter how bad things have turned out, I CAN'T JUST WASH MY HANDS OFF WHATEVER MATTERS AND PASS IT ON TO SOMEONE ELSE.
NO, NO, NO, NO, QIAOOOOO, YOU CANT BE SO IRRESPONSIBLE.
X'mas eve is just tomorrow! :D