colleagues are not friends

..it is only recently have i realize the cruelty of the working world..even when im not working yet... i guess it is really hard for me to make friends...even in my lab while i do my FYP..some people u thought u r close to... bt in the end they r just colleagues.

then there are some pple whom clearly despise/ kan bu qi u for some reasons...which u dont know..

o well..grit teeth...smile...pretend nothing happened..and pretend u din realize anything...sometimes seeing n understanding too much..not only hurt urself..but also tears ur apart...

o well

i guess i said b4...if cant progress beyond friends, its still lucky to have met a friend lik him ba

us

...haha..maybe we r really not suited for each other?
i think hes starting to realize that also le..
welll i guess...both of us would agree that maybe friends is better for both of us ba..