lonliness

it is not one is desperate or eager to be attached..but when you are in a r/s..u set aside room in your life and heart to accomodate another.. when he left, out of ur own wishes or not, the space where he used to occupy is now empty...and you will need much more time to get used to that emptiness and filling up the space is a slow and gradual process...and in the mean time, you feel lost, incomplete and empty.

friends are the best fillants for the emptiness.

you thought you have everything..

...but when u look closely around you....


...you realized that you have nothing...

in the depth of the nite

when u are alone and everything else is silent.. pangs of lonliness starts emerging..because u feel that u belong to no one and no where..you dunno where u r heading to and where u will end up.. u dunno what is ahead of u..and what to expect..u look back and start regreting ur decisions..

"y did i haf to do that?"
"dont u hav any shame?"
"now u have lost everything"
"cant u just be satisfied?"
"y do u have to make changes"


i lik the night and darkness..cox it makes me feel less exposed

people love not becoz of lust..but becoz they wan someone to belong to