Expensive gym

I got a free pass for the expensive gym from my friend and we went there together at night. My friend wanted to take part in a class, so I just followed her. I forgot the exact title of the class but it was fusion of fitness and ballet some sort. It was really harsh!!! My body is not flexible at all to begin with, and that class was one hour long. I was desperately trying to catch up with class, so I actually didn't feel the time length at all. But last time I went to the school gym was... last year, so I got toooo tired. (゜д゜；) I couldn't sleep well nowadays, so it seems like I can have deep sleep. So it's good. I think I really need to go to the gym and keep me in shape.

ｷﾀｰ Y⌒Y⌒Y⌒Y⌒Y⌒Y⌒(｡Ａ｡)!!!

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Class from 8 is too early.. I wanna go back to bed--

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Class tomorrow

The very last "normal" quarter will start from tomorrow. And my graduation celemony will happen during this quarter. Looking back on the time period I have spent in this school, I have been mostly less energetic and disappointed. Studying was not interesting at all even though it was really so when I was in my community college. But two things I was sure about was the hardship in this school made me think and notice what I needed to notice, and also the fact that I met great friends. As my sister said, I also think that I could make the most of this school with my positive and creative ideas and I have to do so in any situations.

Also, I was always keeping myself at the level that I don't explode. I was scared of completely falling apart and not being able to come back. So I tried not to make efforts too much like I did before. I'm not saying it was bad. I think I'm figuring out what my pace would be and I think I'm getting to know it.

I guess life will be filled with struggling. I now know that I should enjoy the struggles.

btw.. Why did Billy have to die?? My friend once had a smile with something implied about Ally and Billy so I thought they end up together. 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡ hidoi--- I was shocked for a few hours at least. e-n

Dizzy

I have been sleeping more than enough but I don't feel good. I think I need to do Yoga or something that makes me relax deeply.

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I'm hungry--. I'm gonna cook buta no shougayaki, but I think I need to make something else too.. I don't know how many times I ate it since the beginning of this year.... haha (￣_￣ i)

Am I getting better?

I get a sore throat every morning. I'm trying to rest and sleep as much as I can but I feel very strange in the morning. The spring break is very short and the new class is starting from this coming Monday, so I hope I can recover completely by this weekend. (｀ε´)

strange voice

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My voice became like middle-age man's. When I have sore throat, I mostly lose my normal voice. I don't have a bad cold now at all, but I think my throat is realy weak.

I think I get sick every break as if my body is releasing the stress and fatigue from school. It means that I can't do it during quarters. I don't know if this is good or bad...

Oh, I heard that there was a racist Japanese in Japan. I feel sad that those stupid people are everywhere in the world. I think they can't think that deviding race is only from their subjectiveness and they can't imigine how they feel if they are treated same way. ヽ(`Д´)ノ guwawawawa

I'm going to watch Ally and rest today as well...

I finally passed!!

ヽ(゜▽、゜)ノ wa-i

I passed the driving test at last! I was soooooooo nervous (more nervous than first test^^; ) and I stopped very strangely at a red light, so I thought I failed again. But I passed anyway. ^o^ Nevertheless, I really think that if you want to get the driver's license, you should get it when you are younger. I had confidence when I took the driving test in Japan and I passed it without failing at all. I was 19 years old at that time and I think I learned things very quick. But now.. several friends taught me how to drive and I feel that I can't do what they told me once already so they need to teach me the same things again. It's soooo bad and embarassing. And depending on my condition, I still feel scared of driving. (sometimes not afraid at all. I think that time is more dangerous though.. -.- )

I need to start internship soon. I will need to use freeway often. hmmm

(((( ;°Д°))))

Lazy--

I'm hungry but I don't feel like cooking. (￣_￣ i) I really want to eat something good.. but don't want to cook.. (continue forever)

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Thinking time

I have finished all the finals. I got an unexpected grade from a class so I was really disappitnted. I've got into a minor program finally this quater, but because of that grade, I will be removed from the program. I will go to the professor's office to ask if he can reconsider about my grade though.

One good thing was a grade from a tax class was better than I expected. (°∀°)b I'm just waiting a grade from the last class..

I've been having such negative thoughts nowadays. My friends and I are going to the beach if the weather is good tomorrow. I hope I can get refreshed!

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