About my mind
I was considering about my recent mental state and I found a few important things. I think I should not be in a hurry to heal myself, if I do so, I will be worse. I think I really need to face my mental state always. If something is strange, I need to ask myself why. I can't ignore it. It might take time, but I really have to do it, otherwise, I will be mentally sick and my mind is out of control forever.
ganbaro
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stereotype? American
I hung out with my Japanese American friend a little bit today. He is a half Japanese and American, but I many times find his American character and found one aspect today too. He said how he starts to go out with girls is he just try to get a phone number from a girl he likes right after he met her first time, and call her later. It's like people in Ally or Friends!! I will never be able to do that. Meeting new people and you might like a person but it's just you like his/her face or appearance. So to me, if I have lunch or dinner with that person, it's just having meal with a friend, not seeing or going out. But it is interesting that there really are people like those in dramas.
（θωθ）/~
camera class
I went to a camera class today but the instructor didn't show up!!! very irresponsible..
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karaoke
I went to karaoke with my friend today. There are only her and me, and we sang for about 1.5 hours. She said she is going to participate in a singing audition in the anime expo this year again. She is pretty good, so I hope she can pass the audition. In karaoke, I sang some very very old songs but I felt good after singing.
After that, I went to the gym to work out. I was supposed to study a lot this weekend, but I didn't do it at all. I think my mind is out of control again. I need to put myself together.
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Strange headache
I have a strange headache today. When I bend my back to get something on the floor or lower my head when I'm standing, I have a headache that makes me feel sick. I think I really have autonomic imbalance. I feel really powerless now, so it's difficult fro me to overcome this situation. I think I need to bring myself to recover a little by little.
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still like spring break..
The first week of the new quarter finished but I can't really bring myself to school life. I woke up around 12pm and couldn't study at all today. It was good that I did cleaning and organizing my stuff though. I hope tomorrow will be fruitful.
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>_<
I finished watching Ally 4th season. The beginning of the season was good. I liked it, but I think last 5 episodes were boring. The very last story itself seemd ok but the end part was really unfinished. I don't know why Larry and Ally can break up like that. I think the story writer didn't do the best job. And I didn't like the songs used in the latter part of seson 5. They were very 80s. Anyways, it gave me this undone feeling, so I'm a little irritated from it. I think I gotta move on to my things forgetting Ally..
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Sick..
I felt sick badly in school. I thought I might vomit in class, so I left the second class early. I really wanted to skip both class but I went both of them. I hope I weill feel fine tomorrow..
(→o←)ゞ