Class tomorrow

The very last "normal" quarter will start from tomorrow. And my graduation celemony will happen during this quarter. Looking back on the time period I have spent in this school, I have been mostly less energetic and disappointed. Studying was not interesting at all even though it was really so when I was in my community college. But two things I was sure about was the hardship in this school made me think and notice what I needed to notice, and also the fact that I met great friends. As my sister said, I also think that I could make the most of this school with my positive and creative ideas and I have to do so in any situations.

Also, I was always keeping myself at the level that I don't explode. I was scared of completely falling apart and not being able to come back. So I tried not to make efforts too much like I did before. I'm not saying it was bad. I think I'm figuring out what my pace would be and I think I'm getting to know it.

I guess life will be filled with struggling. I now know that I should enjoy the struggles.

btw.. Why did Billy have to die?? My friend once had a smile with something implied about Ally and Billy so I thought they end up together. 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡ hidoi--- I was shocked for a few hours at least. e-n