A lot of time has passed away since I last wrote the blog.
I have spent a hectec times for these several weeks.
The interview exam of Eiken grade 1 was over before I knew it like storm.
Well, it's really difficult to analize my answer.
The few things I remembered were the man next to me was shaking especially with his knees while waiting in turn, which reaction was about to reflect me, so I chanted many times that the most important thing was the positive attitude to try to communicate with interviewer and speak my own idea as possible as I could.
Actually, I didn't remember what I exactry spoke at the speech but I realized that my answer was not directly related at the topic I chose soon after I finished my speech.
In addition, I understood the meaning of four questions interviewers asked me after the speech, but my heart was beaten so fast that I couldn't think what to say next.
I tried to keep talking somehow with trembling voice.
It was over.
I kept walking to the station after Eiken, murmuring "Oh my god. I failed." and directly went back to my parents house where my loved daughters were waiting for me to come home without looking at any fasion shops on sale.
My mind is still not clear, but I have a lot of tasks to be completed.
Now I really want more time to do nothing or just stay at STARBUCKS to think nothing with coffee.
OK. Soon new costomer will come here so I'll switch my mind.
That's all today.
Have a good evening:)