I canceled the online meeting in this morning, which was essential to take, because 2 hours was too long for me to do nothing but watch the screen on PC. The morning time was my precious time.
Instead I can watch the recording of this meeting later at 1.5 speed which means I can save 40 minuetes.
I hesitated to tell my area manager the real reason I canceled it but I told him straightly.
Though he might not have good impression to me, it's OK. I don't want to push myself too much.
At the same time, I always wonder why I always need more time even though I wake at around 3 to 4 A.M.
No wonder one of the reasons must be studying English for Eiken.
Also,I might do too much about my work for my students.
There are many teachers who work reasonably and enjoy other activities.
I should give up some tasks they don't seem unessential.
By the way, one of my mom friends I didn't speak so often gives me a long line very often that asks me about myself such as my hometown, place I go on weekend like that.
I feel she tries to have a good relationship with me so I don't have negative impression and thanks for her to give me some usuful infomation about daughter's school.
In this morning, I replied her after 2 days I received her message, then some long messages were replied by her at the second.
I should not say she have a lot of free time but I just think about the way of life.
I don't want to spend on too busy time but also too much free time.
I'm looking for the best way of balance between work and family.
That's all today.
HAve a nice day:)