hahhh。?

ahaha;;

it only seems like i only go on here just because ii`m feeling bad x ___ x'' 。。
but i guess it`s because after i type everything down that`s been bothering mii i feel better。?

well。。

lately ii`ve been feeling as if maii friends &&` family don`t reallie like or trust me anymore。。

just things like them lying to mii, or telling stuff like we need to hang out but we can`t。。ugh it just bothers mii a lot 。( ≧ д ≦) ! !

i feel like i can`t reallie talk to any of them about stuff that bothers mii cause i know they won`t listen。
or just nod their heads &&` say "everythings gonna be alrite。" knowing that they don`t wanna help mii analyze maii problems bothers mii when i help them out with their problems。it`s like they don`t hae any time for mii。。

ehehe。i know it seems selfish but。。i feel as if ii`m not being treated the same y`know。。

ehh`。。i need to stop stressing out on things like this。
that`s why i wish i was the kind of person to let go of stuff easily。

but i just keep it all in。

mm;;。。hopefully things will get better。。

going to the philippines mite help mii clear maii head a bit （Ｔ＿Ｔ）'' 。。

ahaha;; kinda nervous about meeting maii cousins there too x . x;
since i haven`t talked to them in over 1o years &&` some arn`t fluent in english (゜д゜；)

so it`ll be a little awkward to talk to them > _____ <'' 。。
maybe the only thing i need to do is be more positive &&` stop worrying too much ehehe。。

♪。DIM - The GazettE

 

YAAY。! !
The GazettE`s newest album " DIM " is finally out。 ~
i was lucky enough to be able to listen to all the tracks online。ﾍ(ﾟ∀ﾟ*)ﾉ!
there`s a lot of good songs on this album。
some are less than a minute。。
(( such as エ リ カ , 子宮 , 感触 <---- scared mii , &&` 朦朧。 ))
maii favorites in DIM were :: , 泣ヶ原 , 13 STAIRS[-]1 ,白き優鬱 ,IN THE MIDDLE OF CHAOS &&` DIM SCENE。о(＞▽＜)o

previous singles are in here aswell。!
LEECH, 紅蓮 , HEADACHE MAN, &&` DISTRSS AND COMA。
ahaha;;
overall i think this album is good。o(゜∇゜*o)(o*゜∇゜)o～♪
i still think NIL has to be maii favorite album though LOL。
GAZEROCK IS NOT DEAD。 ! !

it`s june。。

♪。funny love song - like absolute self

ahaha;; &&` i haven`t been on ameblo in FOREVER。( ＞ д ＜) ! !
ahh`。。

anyways it`s not like anyone reads this LOL。 (￣□￣；)

summer so far has been pretty boring 。。

not much to do except sit around the house &&` do nothing ahaha;;

but i was glad i was able to meet up with two old friends i haven`t seen in awhile。 ! !
i was surprised they actually remembered mii since we haven`t spoke for a long time。
(( even though i kinda felt left out when they were talking about school stuff (＝◇＝);; 。。))
sou-chan gave mii a cute cellphone holder。 ! !
she didn`t want it anymore since her phone was too big for it (￣∇￣ )
ahaha;; i hope we can all hang out again soon。 ! !

((froggie cellphone holder maii friend gave mii))

i also got a new puppy too (｀・ω・´)ゞ !
his name is kiwi。 ~
i don`t think sachi &&` koji like him very much ( ° д ° )'' 。。
since they bark at him a lot 。。
ii`m sure they`ll get use to him somedaii lol。
(( i hope so atleast 。。))

ahaha;; well this concludes todaii`s blog entry。~
i`ll try to post more stuff too。!
(( i know i keep saying that but i`ll try to post thing from time to time。 ))

g`nite。♪(*^ ・^)ノ⌒☆ ! !