(The original blog in Japanese is here. 「小さな応援歌」)
I once wrote that we should not give in to feelings of defeat, but I think that feeling of defeat makes it even more painful. Recently, I remembered that because I had a similar experience.
It would be good to have something to concentrate on. I think it would be difficult to find a distraction because going out would be depressing.
I am greatly helped by the existence of the Virgin Mary. Catholics have a strong devotion to the Virgin Mary, the mother of Christ. Christ is the main object of our faith as God, but we respect the Virgin Mary as our mother.
The Virgin Mary is a being who helps us close to us. And she is also our mother.
This harassment is hidden from people, but it is clear to God. The Virgin Mary knows it too. And she grieves and suffers with us.
When I see the Virgin Mary's gaze looking at us, I always feel saved. I want to trust in her no matter what. Everything about me will be arranged.
When I remember this, I am filled with peace. The feeling of defeat fades away. It becomes easier to bear because it fades away. The Virgin Mary is a great help to me in practical terms.
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( original japanese draft 10/03/2012)
Not for away, I plan to change the post date to the original post date.