2nd day la!!!
ヾ(＠^▽^＠)ﾉim happy la !!! today was all boring!!!! but ill leave today la!!! soooo gd !!!!!!!!!!
...actually ...in these days, i was just playing sushi go round (http://www.miniclip.com/games/sushi-go-round/en/
) xD im so crazy.........maybe u will talk to me when i get no1 
......now let me keep playing!!! xD i luv u bb!!!!!
BB i miss u T.T
My 1st day here!!! in trujillo, but now im regreted la, i wanna go home........i saw u online, in my sisters msn but,u hvnt said anythig, i was on too but just pretendig to be off...i saw u getting on, although u havt left me any message!!!why havnt u tryd to find me??dnt u miss me?? know.....i w8td many days la!!!i told u tht ill be out for trip, maybe u forgot, or maybe u dnt care, now im far trying to erase and forget it all!!! i think i really miss u... i cnt believe im thinking of u in each sec!!! ....omg.... im getting crazy!!, i just wanna stay wf u.....why do i think tht much?! .... will the ans be....coz i luv u!?!...baby, sometimes i try to be serious but, u never cares me!!! am i annoying?? its ok..... im trying to dnt talk to u, maybe i can make u miss me!!! how innocent am i!! the only thing wt i got now....its miss u much more!!!!omg!!!!!how can i torture myself like now?!?!?! im not human!!!!!
... i feel it wasnt my fault.....but... i cant forgive myself.........
wht i think everday is.....
maybe u will read this....
maybe u will be back......
maybe u will forgive me....
but at the same time ....
maybe ill stop
maybe ill surrender
maybe ill lose u 4ever..
Now....theres no way to go back, .......im sry i huv just lost my soul...
how?when?why?
Once u told me u will always stay wf me, but.... why?? why dnt u say tht now? i really start to cry ... im crying , suddenly i remember, i remember all, remember when u said i luv u, maybe im not gd enough,....
Actually u r online....i told u to be on, and u have just ask me how am i? then i said fine.......should i tell lies?? i feel u r getting far, hav u ever luvd me??? how can u do this for me??, and yes u r right u said ur just a HUMAN, but something i think u forgot........ME TOO....i huv feeling too, i hav never cryd for any1!! maybe god wants me cry for all of them now......plz.........when hav u stop luving me..?? im too nervous........u havnt luvd me! i dnt wanna cry! can somebody help me plz!?!?? does god really exist!?why nobody cares me?............
im really hurt, u said i must hav a bf.... how can i find a bf?!how to stay wf somebody i dnt luv??........ i cant say anything more.......all of this r just coz a JOKE!!!!!!!!!! i have never though im joking, im not, and i wont. is our life just a joke?
A joke means much. a joke made me luv u, a joke made me think of u whenever, a joke can destroy my life
im sry baby it all was my fault, how can i be tht selfish??i should just think about u ........IM SRY