how?when?why?

Once u told me u will always stay wf me, but.... why?? why dnt u say tht now? i really start to cry ... im crying , suddenly i remember, i remember all, remember when u said i luv u, maybe im not gd enough,....

Actually u r online....i told u to be on, and u have just ask me how am i? then i said fine.......should i tell lies?? i feel u r getting far, hav u ever luvd me??? how can u do this for me??, and yes u r right u said ur just a HUMAN, but something i think u forgot........ME TOO....i huv feeling too, i hav never cryd for any1!! maybe god wants me cry for all of them now......plz.........when hav u stop luving me..?? im too nervous........u havnt luvd me! i dnt wanna cry! can somebody help me plz!?!?? does god really exist!?why nobody cares me?............

im really hurt, u said i must hav a bf.... how can i find a bf?!how to stay wf somebody i dnt luv??........ i cant say anything more.......all of this r just coz a JOKE!!!!!!!!!! i have never though im joking, im not, and i wont. is our life just a joke?

A joke means much. a joke made me luv u, a joke made me think of u whenever, a joke can destroy my life

im sry baby it all was my fault, how can i be tht selfish??i should just think about u ........IM SRY