a promise

i thought of u again, just trying to make each day easier w8ing for next day, w8ing for a day when i can see u. hug u.....

really actually i feel very depressed, why dnt u be on?? T.T .....cn u just ans my calls?? i only want to hear ur voice, maybe theres sth worg in me, was it my fault? id never got an answer, but im always asking the same thing everyday......thts useless i know.....im just looking for a day in which i can be answerd by u......

i remember tht last year i told u tht ill be back in 2 years, then u said tht in 2 years ill change, tht i wont keep luvng u, tht ill forgot u. but i told u tht i wont!.......so i need to prove tht, thts why i w8 wfout carring any thing.......xD

u can be sure tht ill stay wf u.........hehe!!

An other day have gone

sigh......an other day wfout u, i hav nth to say all its getting dark and worse

how long more should i w8? is it hopeless? i wanna cry but......cant

i cried a lot inside, even my heart have been broken many times, although i havent die....

i know tht i need help, i need some1 to care about me, but i dnt want anyothr beside of u

u r going to sch again! maybe u r happier now! u told me u hate holidays, and yeah! u r right..... it can just give u more time to think of stupid things like me....

i want the time passing faster too just a year more!! i hope i really can meet u!!.

my sch starts in march so i still have a lot of time to wasteヽ(ﾟ◇ﾟ )ﾉ

(if bb reads tht, i mean "a lot of time to waste", i think she will kill me)

u know id like to give u my time if i can, i know im useless!!! but ill try to help u.......just dnt be angry baby....

actually i hav nth to do..... maybe sleeping it could pass faster!i hate nights.......makes me feel hopeless

really w8ing for u.....

Im sry baby

i havnt write for many months, but im always reading ur blog.

i dnt know why r u writting there, it seems tht nobody will read it but at least u got me.....u told me sth tht ill never forget, tht was in chinese so let me try to write too.....(^-^)/

其实当我一读你既blog我就好内救，觉得自己好无能帮唔你仲要烦你 我真系好无用唔識关心人知道你唔开心又一句声都出唔到。。。惟有等。
难道爱都会难？好想say sry我对住你已经讲过好多次但系每一句sry都会令我好hurt，stop唔到自己就又再次比你hurt。嚸解我仲系要爱你呢？
愛與被愛都會HURT到人 同時都會被人HURT到
1月29日你第一次同我讲我爱你，一年啦。。。我等左一年。。但系当我一听你讲我爱你真系咩都值得。。。
你应承过我永远都会系我身边。但系呢几日你连我电话都唔听， 真系唔知你想嚸4日你都嘸同我讲过野。难道你唔再想我？
你话next holiday就next holiday啦，我连留言都怕你嬲,你可不可以教我应该嚸做啊？

讲真我呢个blog嘸人睇架得你一个知道我有blog..............

我写系比你睇

我等系比你爱．．．