BB i miss u T.T

My 1st day here!!! in trujillo, but now im regreted la, i wanna go home........i saw u online, in my sisters msn but,u hvnt said anythig, i was on too but just pretendig to be off...i saw u getting on, although u havt left me any message!!!why havnt u tryd to find me??dnt u miss me?? know.....i w8td many days la!!!i told u tht ill be out for trip, maybe u forgot, or maybe u dnt care, now im far trying to erase and forget it all!!! i think i really miss u... i cnt believe im thinking of u in each sec!!! ....omg.... im getting crazy!!, i just wanna stay wf u.....why do i think tht much?! .... will the ans be....coz i luv u!?!...baby, sometimes i try to be serious but, u never cares me!!! am i annoying?? its ok..... im trying to dnt talk to u, maybe i can make u miss me!!! how innocent am i!! the only thing wt i got now....its miss u much more!!!!omg!!!!!how can i torture myself like now?!?!?! im not human!!!!!... i feel it wasnt my fault.....but... i cant forgive myself.........

wht i think everday is.....

maybe u will read this....
maybe u will be back......

maybe u will forgive me....
but at the same time ....

maybe ill stop

maybe ill surrender

maybe ill lose u 4ever..

Now....theres no way to go back, .......im sry i huv just lost my soul...