こんにちは。 Hi, there!
今日は・・・💦 とうとう、SOIのチケット、払い戻し作業に。
なんかね、ほら、じじ、ばば、それに、隣に住む甥っ子のしい君は呼吸器疾患あるしね、本当に、
結弦君の言葉をしっかと胸に「感染しない！させない！」って頑張りつつ、結弦君がSOIに出ることになったとして、行かれないよね、今は・・・横浜まで、大勢の人が集まる会場には・・・って思いつつ、チケット、ぎりぎりまで持っていたのは・・なんか、きっと「回復した社会」が来るって希望の形だったんだけどね・・・。
なんかね、アイスショーに行かれないってことよりも、行かれる状況になっていない現状が、ぐっと重みを増したような感じなのかな？なんか・・泣きたい気持ち💦
Last year, Sarah got a ticket to Stars on Ice which has been posponed, it cloud be used for this year's show, Sarah kept having it. But finally, today, sent it back to the ticket company.
Thinking about the situation, esp. Sarah lives with her old parents and in the house next to us, her nephew who has a respiratory disease lives, it's not possible to travel to Yokohama, but why Sarah kept it till the last moment is; well, it was just like a small hope, yeah, trying to believe that on the day of the show, the society would be shiningly rehabilitated. . . such a hope was the ticket.
Feel so, well, dipressed? not because Sarah can't to for the show but reconfiming the current situation. . .
こらこら！ははは！駄目だよね、こんなこと言っていちゃ。大丈夫、今はまだ辛抱の時が続いているけど、辛抱した分、きらっきらの幸せがおっきくなって戻ってくるんだものね！
はい！その日を楽しみに、またガンバ！
Oops, sorry, it's not a good way to start today's blog! Yeah, don't worry, be happy, Sarah! Yet we gatta be a bit more patient, but sure, yeah, surely we'll have brilliant happiness!!!
Just looking forward to have such shining days!!!! 
で、昨日も、3日前も「花は咲く」の話題で・・・（やっぱりしつこいね～サラは！😁）今日も！
Yesterday and three days ago too, here, talking about Yuzu's "Hanawa Saku" and today too 😁
Sarah SS@sarah_sohma
アイリンの花は咲くに、結弦君のソチ前、ソチ後、ピョンチャン後の言葉を重ねた。（サッシーの声はこちらを使ってますhttps://t.co/4Hf49nw97f） Yuzu's Hanawa Saku skating in Ice R… https://t.co/WlVvJBvV8h
2021年03月05日 16:39
復興支援については結弦君、いろんな場面でコメントしてくれているけど、なんとなく代表的？って思える3つのコメントを動画に差し込んだ。
In the video, added Yuzu's three comments, which Sarah feels Yuzu moved forward one by one.
動画では、2つ目のコメントになっているけど
In the video this comment comes in the second.
"When I'm skating, it not trying to make the suffered people move forward or such, but I just trying to accept their feelings as much as possble."
ソチの前、復興支援のショーなどに演じたことを振り返っての言葉。
押しつけじゃないのよね、結弦君の支援って。
その最初がここにあるんじゃないかな。
被災者と言っても、1人1人が全く違った心があるし、いろんな気持ちをなんとか感じようと、受け止めようって努力から始まったんじゃないのかしら。
Soon after the diaster, Yuzu already skating in charity shows and started his supports while rehabilitating himself.
Yuzu never tries to push his mind or feeling to other, from this comment, Sarah felt that Yuzu first tried to feel more and more people's feelings.
Since each and every person has different feelings and different difficulties.
"Getting Sochi Gold medal, I douted I could encourage the suffered people with the medal."
そして、頑張って、頑張って、念願のオリンピック金メダルを手に・・・・
でも、それが一体被災地のためになっているのか、ただの自己満足なのか悩んだ時もあって。
Then working hard and harder and harder, made his dream come true, but having the Olympic GOLD medal, then Yuzu started wondering what the medal do for the suffered people, was it just for himself, not for them at all?
"Meeting people in each disaster affected place, I found out that working hard and marking good results is the best way I can do to encourage people."
でも、被災地の人々からの声に、結弦君は、自分のスケートを頑張る姿勢が人々の笑顔を作ることに気づいて・・・・
Then, having oppotunities to meet many people who suffered the disaster, Yuzu found out that working hard and showing his achievements make people happy too and bring them smiles!
なんか・・・結弦君に多くの人が力づけられ、そして幸せを分けてもらって、そうした歴史がまた結弦君を前へ、前へと進めていって、本当に、結弦君、多くの人と一緒に前へ進み続けているんだよね。
まさに「共に、前へ」の歴史だね。
Well, Yuzu himself too getting power from many people Yuzu met, while providing them lots power and happiness with his skating.
It's like a history of "Together, Forward".
震災復興10年を思うと同時に、どこか、現状とも重なって「花は咲く」にどっぷりのめり込んでいるサラでした。
Watching the some videos of "Hanawa Saku", thinking and recalling past 10 years, at the same time, thinking about today's situation.
明るい未来に向かって・・・はい！進みます！前へ！（結弦君と一緒に～💕）
Yeah, looking at the light in our future, let's move forward (with YUZU 💖)
ぽちっ！ぽちっと！ Click！Click！
