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So im on a journey of growing out my bangs for the first time~


In the future
Its doing good so far but idk how long i have to bear with this.
Even now im still clueless how to pull off the current lenght of my bangs..

There are times i want to go out but i cant decide what style to do with it i just give up and not go outside anymore 。゚(T^T)゚。
Factors:
-hinders my vision
-awkward lenght
-instead of making my face smaller it makes my face even more round.
-parting it in the middle making me look like an A1 or westlife band member
-parting it in side makes me look like a fucking emo, doesnt help that im always dressed in black.
-unpredictable movements when hit by breeze of air.
(/TДT)/(/TДT)/(/TДT)/
I used to do a lot of camewhoring before this but not anymore
The only way i can look good on these bangs is if i try sooo hard its not so worth it anymore (x_x;)

Using the bangs extension doesnt really answer all my problems since it has tendency to reveal itself as a fake.. And it makes my head even more dramatically thick and a mess
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:゙;`;:゙;`;・o(ロ≦〃)ε=ε=ε= ヾ(*~▽~)ノ
I am going berserk
I fail to realize how bangs is a part of my identity
Now i just want to cut it more than anything but
I wonder will i read this laughing?
Or triumphant over this struggle?
Ugh okay Ameba, you still are my friend and companion with these internal rants i have..

Today i wasted 2k php for my hair.. I went to my fave salon today with Bf,
I originally wanted to dye my hair black today
But mr bryan talked me ou of it, he was even backed up by my stylist and his assistant ..
Even went far to say they ran out of black dye ( i cant blieve it)
I dont want my day ruined and my hair not fixed, so i agred to just keep it that way and get treated. However it is not what i rly want

I also asked my friends last week but they disagreed as well
I dont get it (-_-メ
Why is everyone against me doing black.. It just makes me wanna dye more than anything else
When my friend Chai dyed her hair black everyone was happy and supported her but when its me everyone is against it
Its frustrating and im rly rly sleepy goodnigjt
Hi, how you guys been.. Im not that busy but have better priorities at hand tho..


And cannot blog. It makes me sad

My hair is faded to yellow at the moment, so i have to redye sooner or later.
Im planning to go at dutdutan tattoo convention event to cover and blog about it
Last year i was at brussels tattoo convention it was so unreal haha i fell in love with the scene
Best convention ever. People do not discriminate if you have no tattoos but are there anyway.
That also motivated me to get these piercings tbh
Now im getting a tattoo too
I tried inviting my friends but their reaction was negative tho.
It's ok~ even if i have to go alone, i will
(≧▽≦)
But since i am lucky to have a very open minded and ever supporting boyfriend im confident he will go there too with me hehe.
Im a blessed girl indeed

♪(*^ ・^)ノ⌒☆
le freak cirque
la licorne dormir
(sleeping unicorn)
le lion heureux
(happy lion)
la chèvre effrayant
(scary goat)
they seem to be relaxing in a room full of flamboyant Versace decorations teeming with money and ramen.
oh isn't it a good day? ヾ(@^▽^@)ノ
Le cirque du freak~
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There's definitely heroism. We're all attracted to heroism, but not in a completely naive way. It's the human condition. Everybody wants to be heroic, it's impossible, but we make the effort anyway. There's something so wonderful about making the effort.
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ヾ(@^▽^@)ノ
finally have an industrial piercing on my left ear~
thank God it was a swift process cause it really is painful~ even more painful than septum piercing
or maybe because i got pierced twice rather than just 1
very happy tho ^_^
i heard it takes 6 months for this to heal~
by the wayyyy i got featured on a local news paper but i'll just write it on separate post
oh i just noticed~ i blog here more often than my blog ;A;
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inlove with my golden choker but i dont know how to pull it off nyaha(@_@)
i have free time today, should i get a piercing? (industrial)
im reading this manga: Hiromiya
he's got a lot of piercings as well and serves as a motivation to me~
ヾ(@°▽°@)ノ
i always say i would get pierced one of these days but
i dont even use my existing ear piercings lol
does this mean i really don't like piercings like personally but since it looks cool and tough and badass and would really add to individuality so im going to get one ?? o(;△;)o
i love my septum piercing tho
really love it.
(;^ω^A
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no make up no nothing and just woke up!! i dont look that bad eh?...
unless you see the unedited version
looool
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