bangs progress

So im on a journey of growing out my bangs for the first time~ 

Its doing good so far but idk how long i have to bear with this. 

Even now im still clueless how to pull off the current lenght of my bangs.. 

There are times i want to go out but i cant decide what style to do with it i just give up and not go outside anymore ｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡

Factors:

-hinders my vision

-awkward lenght

-instead of making my face smaller it makes my face even more round.

-parting it in the middle making me look like an A1 or westlife band member

-parting it in side makes me look like a fucking emo, doesnt help that im always dressed in black.

-unpredictable movements when hit by breeze of air.

（/TДT)/（/TДT)/（/TДT)/

I used to do a lot of camewhoring before this but not anymore 

The only way i can look good on these bangs is if i try sooo hard its not so worth it anymore (x_x；)

Using the bangs extension doesnt really answer all my problems since it has tendency to reveal itself as a fake.. And it makes my head even more dramatically thick and a mess  

t

:ﾞ;｀;:ﾞ;｀;･o(ﾛ≦〃)ε=ε=ε= ヾ(*~▽~)ノ

I am going berserk 

I fail to realize how bangs is a part of my identity

Now i just want to cut it more than anything but 

In the future

 I wonder will i read this laughing?

Or triumphant over this struggle?