Ugh okay Ameba, you still are my friend and companion with these internal rants i have..

Today i wasted 2k php for my hair.. I went to my fave salon today with Bf,
I originally wanted to dye my hair black today
But mr bryan talked me ou of it, he was even backed up by my stylist and his assistant ..
Even went far to say they ran out of black dye ( i cant blieve it)
I dont want my day ruined and my hair not fixed, so i agred to just keep it that way and get treated. However it is not what i rly want

I also asked my friends last week but they disagreed as well
I dont get it (-_-メ
Why is everyone against me doing black.. It just makes me wanna dye more than anything else
When my friend Chai dyed her hair black everyone was happy and supported her but when its me everyone is against it
Its frustrating and im rly rly sleepy goodnigjt