so todayyyy



I met up with you-know-who

and talked about you-know-what


ガーンガーンガーン





it was accident in fact..


I went home and signed on my msn as usual.. and I saw he's on

but I didn't greet him.. since I bet he's busy..

I dont wanna disturb him シラーシラーシラー




but then.. he did greet me first, asking me to meet him today cause he had meeting at my distric
I was hesitate at first, due to my final exam which hasn't been over

but I agreed at last かお

and you know..


I haven't done any facial yet
I haven't dyed my hair yet
I haven't erased my messy polished nails
I haven't lost more weights! [even though I've lost 4 kg, Ive prayed to God when I meet that I wished I had lost 5 kg. 4 kg is enough then haha]
and well.. I was stinky!!! I was back from school.. so tired.. so stinky lol むっむっむっ

and I just had 3 hours for preparing!!!

I quickly ran to bathroom... did masker for a while also ショック!ショック!ショック!
I put slightly make up, use soft lens, did mix and match so long.. and curled my hair.. even screamed to my friends lol;

too many to be mentioned





and then. to the point. I met him..

I was having stomachache some before.. but I ran to toilet to relieve it..
well.. I didn't shiver at all!!!! 8D give me applause haha


but my legs were still shaking XDDDD




and the climax was....


well..
if you ask how drama my life is, it's totally dramatic for this case

after long period of having lotta cases with him.. now the best part is this one しょぼんしょぼんしょぼん



if you ever watch dramas...

if you ever read comics or novels..

if you ever imagine.....




I spilled his drink


it was soooo embarassingggggg o(;△;)o



I didn't have any intention to do that!!!!!!!
even though once I thought, "it would be funny to have that accident"

but I didn't do it with any intentioonnnnn

I swearrrrr.. duh


he just laughed

GEEZ!!!

so nice T_T

I believe inside his mind he wanted to slap me LOL





well... there're too many things to be told.. but..

its my privacy I suppose lol~

I wanna keep it haha...

so later...










I seriously dont thik youre cute, handsome, or sexy.. youre not special for my sight
but something that you have, the shine..
I just like it..

from the first time I saw you 2 years ago

you dont know about it right ? haha XD

-prays- lol




lol~~~

kk bye
sindrom JELES AKUT gw kumat lage neh!!!!









APA-APAAN SII SMUA KOG PADA PACARAN KENAPA GW ENGGAK LOL;;;; ドンッドンッドンッドンッ




aku iri melihat smuanya bergandengan
aku iri melihat smuanya berpelukan
aku iri melihat smuanya bersmsan
aku iri melihat smuanya bermesraan
aku iri melihat smuanya berciuman
tapi aku tidak iri melihat mereka esekan lol




gw gak pernah mrasa pacaran xD
kasus obet dibuang aja..itu mah bukan pcaran
kasus si mantan.. gmana yah.. gw gak brasa ada atmosfer pacaran. aku kamu aja enggak lol

UDAH TUH GITU AJA HISTORY GW BOK!!
gw kayake gak pernah punya kisah cinta gitu
masa sma gw bentar lage

gw dah mao 17 taon!!



en yang paling pnting
POSISI CANDLE KE 17 GW BELON KEISIIIIIIII メラメラメラメラメラメラメラメラ





MAMAKKK!!! ;A;

masa muda gw suram amat!!!

gak pernah pacaran yang bener!!!


gw pengen gitu kali2... ke mol.. diiriin oleh orang2 jomblo!!
scara gw klo ke mol yang ada mengiri bukan diiri... (T▽T;)



kesian bener sii -mojok di pojokan-

kan gak lucu klo candle 17 gw itu si aldo anjing gw tercinta... entar klo dia diinterview cuman bias guk guk guk guk aja... DASH!DASH!






aduhh... lelaki di seberang sana..
sedang apakah kamu
apa lage tepson sama cewek2 yang histeris tiap ngeliat elo?
elo liat gw kek!!!
dah 2 taon neh!!!!!!!
elo yang jadi candle 17 gw donk -ngarep bener-


SALAH GW APA SII AMPE ELO LEBIH MILIH MEREKA!!! (/TДT)/
I'm so envy lately with so many friends of mine who joined cosplay and j-events lately



as you need to know..


I havent been in j-event this year at all!!!



perhaps its moer than 8-9 months Ive been in hiatus..

I havent met my friends for long time also




missing them alot




so so...

cause I wanna meet a special person /you-know-who/
I'm going to dye my hair to light brown, gyaru style!! I will be doing it after my class done, next week haha..
any salon reccomended?? around kelapa gading only lol
which is cheap enough for me
this year mom doesnt give me money for do that. cause she forbids me, she said my hair had been damaged alot because of me
but well. I'm a teen.. I'm the one who tries to be fashionable. and I'm is me. I dont care lol; dont follow me haha

and so!! bfore I go to taiwan.. I will be attending a big j-event.. Gelar Jepang UI 2009 which is on 13-14th june...
I will be borrowing nenek's yukata.. in fact I wanna have white-pink yukata. but since I just borrow, I have to shut my mouth up lol
I have no money haha.. yukata is expensive





I hope /that person/ will attend the event also..
I wanna him to look at me hahahahhaa...




oh and anyway.. like what Ive predicted..
its the same case like obet I suppose
I'm sick for last days lol
you know... each day, I can go to toilet about 4/5 times...

mencret2 iye -_-;


why I am always like this whenever I have a crush hahaha..
I think my body isnt used to fall in love xDD



but see the positive!!
I think I lose 2 kg!!!! 8DDD














buat si /itu/ : OY!!! BALES SMS GW NAPE!!!! >A<