so todayyyy



I met up with you-know-who

and talked about you-know-what


ガーンガーンガーン





it was accident in fact..


I went home and signed on my msn as usual.. and I saw he's on

but I didn't greet him.. since I bet he's busy..

I dont wanna disturb him シラーシラーシラー




but then.. he did greet me first, asking me to meet him today cause he had meeting at my distric
I was hesitate at first, due to my final exam which hasn't been over

but I agreed at last かお

and you know..


I haven't done any facial yet
I haven't dyed my hair yet
I haven't erased my messy polished nails
I haven't lost more weights! [even though I've lost 4 kg, Ive prayed to God when I meet that I wished I had lost 5 kg. 4 kg is enough then haha]
and well.. I was stinky!!! I was back from school.. so tired.. so stinky lol むっむっむっ

and I just had 3 hours for preparing!!!

I quickly ran to bathroom... did masker for a while also ショック!ショック!ショック!
I put slightly make up, use soft lens, did mix and match so long.. and curled my hair.. even screamed to my friends lol;

too many to be mentioned





and then. to the point. I met him..

I was having stomachache some before.. but I ran to toilet to relieve it..
well.. I didn't shiver at all!!!! 8D give me applause haha


but my legs were still shaking XDDDD




and the climax was....


well..
if you ask how drama my life is, it's totally dramatic for this case

after long period of having lotta cases with him.. now the best part is this one しょぼんしょぼんしょぼん



if you ever watch dramas...

if you ever read comics or novels..

if you ever imagine.....




I spilled his drink


it was soooo embarassingggggg o(;△;)o



I didn't have any intention to do that!!!!!!!
even though once I thought, "it would be funny to have that accident"

but I didn't do it with any intentioonnnnn

I swearrrrr.. duh


he just laughed

GEEZ!!!

so nice T_T

I believe inside his mind he wanted to slap me LOL





well... there're too many things to be told.. but..

its my privacy I suppose lol~

I wanna keep it haha...

so later...










I seriously dont thik youre cute, handsome, or sexy.. youre not special for my sight
but something that you have, the shine..
I just like it..

from the first time I saw you 2 years ago

you dont know about it right ? haha XD

-prays- lol




lol~~~

kk bye