Replay ☆ 1422

i would like to leave here some quotes

first:

Book collecting is an obsession, an occupation, a disease, an addiction, a fascination, an absurdity, a fate. It is not a hobby. Those who do it must do it.

—	Jeanette Winterson

second: 

Goodnight and great love to you. We see the same stars.

—	George Mallory, from a letter to his wife Ruth during the 1921 Everest Reconnaissance Expedition

Just..they describe me as good as i cant explain for now

last week we went to the beach

yah, how many years we didnt do it!

it is around 10, without jokes

just looking back i understand i need to be a bit brave w

and the nature there is awesome

for me

 

we went around 10 am

and there was a family already, 

but we stayed about 15 mins before storm

sigh

but before it we took some photos, of course

   

when i left this place i promised to back again!

and recently we came back to there again, but in the middle of day

there was too heat

but before it, when we crossed a bridge

if i dont wrong, it is a duck but there did swim one man

ah, i am so afraid to swim anywhere

and,,, such kind of rivers make me feel a fear

i am afraid of unknown things, like from myths 

because sister did put a bottle in ice, water turned into ice too haha

and we waited, wheeeen it turns into water!

it needed about three hours before it turned into water

only when we came back hom

sigh

but before we back, we went to book store to take our order and buy some new books

when i waited for sister

i read two book

first one is 'Into the Magic Shop: A Neurosurgeon's Quest to Discover the Mysteries of the Brain And the Secrets of the Heart' by James Doty

after Kalanithi i almost fell in love with this book haha

but, but i am so poor now, and..i...next time i'll buy it for sure!

but after i buy 'Angels And Insects' A. S. Byatt, two books by Stephen King, 'The Dark Tower: The Wind Through the Keyhole'

One person recommended me this book and another one is 'Doctor Sleep'

and 'The cold blood' by Truman Capote that was recommended

so, when i waited for her i read Doty's book, first 40 pages and then, in order to not upset when i buy this book i came to another category of books. It is philosophy, oh my lovely w

i read this one

'The crazy day of professor Kant' if we can be literally in translation

there were amazing graphic, funny jokes and real biorgaphy. yeah, how can be else?

so, i read it fast and...

blah! the cost for 40-60 pages, (i dont remember how many exact) is preeeeettty expensive

so sad

i would like to have this one, to give it to child haha

as example ^^^^

so, when we got our order and bought new one book we went to our library 

and..

yah, i didnt come to our library around one month and i was so glad to see new books!

and of course i took them! 

Not all, but somethins i wanted to read

first one with picture by Picasso is book by Milan Kundera 

i so often meet his name so i was wonder how he writes and..

yah, for me it is typical period of writers of second half of 20th of century

when it touches philosophy i can read it,,but not usual literature

sigh

black one is a book by Jo Nesbø

i think everyone know him, so sister liked him and she tried to read new one

even i like detectives..

it is not my type...

orange one is a book of chilian philosopher, i was wonder about title and i wanted to read it, so i bought it

yeah, i read it for two days, and...

i liked

how can be else?

because of my love that back to me after period when i couldnt read him, i took his book again. it is The dark tower

let's see

his opus magnum is hard to understand, for me

but, i am trying to like fantastic aspect of parallel universe...

another books are by spanish and mexican writers..and one book by one woman..

yah, i even dont know how to translate her name..but there was a film that sister watched in that day when we took book.

the film's title is P.S. I love you

so, in this week we back to beach again!

umum

my promise

 

before, when i picked in currents i got sunburn and now i have funny tan

so.. soo

this is a reason why i wanted to go to beach

and moreover i sew new top

and..my back opens in that top

there were so many people and i read Emile Zola, o

that last book of Les Rougon-Macquart

'The Doctor Pascal' 

so yesterday i went to grannies and sister came to there too, to get cucumbers and vegetables for cooking and to prepare them for winter period

and..yah

rabbits were born recently!

so small, so soft, so fluffy

ah

Arcade Fire - Photograph 

-kahara

Replay ☆ 1421

yeah, i was so glad to know that Lawrence Krauss and Richard Dawkins come to russia for GeekPicnic

and i felt dissapointed because i cant visit their lectures in Moscow and St.-Petersburg

sigh

but i watched two inetviews to them after these lectures

and, ah, I really admire of them. I cant explain the one side of why i admire of, just as people they deserve to be respected

so, they came in this June and only today i watched it,

Maybe soon i can find lectures from GP, who knows? 

when i got scholarship we went to the store

oh, of course we, girls, should spend any money for some things

but without jokes, after some long days without out i wanted to get a joy

and we went!

we tried to buy something special that we cant buy in the center, like some magazines or fruits or drinks

and anytime we are coming to this market 

it was a bit sad because i didnt find some things i wanted to buy, but to make us glad we bought new one 

whats that? hmmm

im sure it will be great for teeth 

HAHAHA

lets try

Nature has only useful, said Michel de Montaigne

then we went to another market for avocado that we couldnt find

haha 

but i got this one and

lets try

HAHAHA

it was heat day and in dark clothes i almost burnt

anyway the day passed and i am OK

long time i didnt take photo of my sister of back

w

i did read the book by Kalanithi for a few hours

i consider it because of it has a big point for me and i cant tell why it is so, because of it is about medicine that i like with a whole of my heart and because of i was tired of doing nothing and i must to stop read Emile Zola for a while.

after three books, that i read book by book i wanted to get a rest. 

i mean, once i told myself that i can 'die' when i read all collection of his books haha

he is my favourite writer, you know

but then i did think, why?

only because of his realism? because of his great experience, how long he had gotten information about any side of our life? 

his style of writing is amazing for me, i guess

just then i remember another writers, like Hugo, of Voinich, but the most, i think, it is Poe

yeah, Poe and Zola, they can describe me, i guess

In deep childhood i read some novels by Poe and i got affected by him

i appreciate it so much

and recently i understood again,

how i separated myself from people

nah, it is so hard to start to talk to someone new

and even guys who i knew before,,, it is a bit hard,

it likes i closed most of my doors haha

and i dont want to share of me to someone

and, let's wait for new JJY album on 4th of August

IU(아이유) - 밤편지 Through the Night 

-kahara

Replay ☆ 1420

uhm, since i killed time, i watched some anime including ongoings

i know how it is foolish, 

just im doing it for myself, to not forget

i finished Darker than black where i loved OSTs

and started Kimi ni Todoke, Shoukoku no Altair, Vatican Kiseki Chousakan, Koi to Uso, Mushishi, Hitorijime My Hero, Katsugeki/Touken Ranbu, Kimi to Boku., Keppeki Danshi! Aoyama-kun, Shiki

i cant tell that i like any anime from that list but it is to waste my youth 

also, i finished these Re: Zero kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu, Zettai Karen Children: The Unlimited - Hyoubu Kyousuke, Karneval, Persona 3, Black Clover, Fukumenkei Noise

and yeah, i started to read third book by Emile Zola, it is 15th of 23 in collection of his novels

my brain cant take many info and 

and...

my fingers dont want work for me, ah

i watched Detachment and The lost city of Z and The Grand budapest hotel...

let me end

im so tired these weeks

-kahara

Replay ☆ 1419

Long time no see

i just have tried to get usual indifferent mood

and...

soon i'll cut my heart to feel nothing 

so, after last went to village i went to grannies house again

i dont remember already, did i upload this photo ot not, but anyway

i admire of nature in any side.

and when i got break time i wanted to take photo of murka and me

she is like a queen, she is so sylph, isnt she?

o, if it is possible to be so charm

and,, yeah, i got english exam on 10th of july and...

it was okay

haha i just need to take photo of my neck ~

and after village i made cherry ice candies

so, some days later i went to village again to pick in black currant, cherries 

how do i see without fronthair? haha

i just wanted to make a parody to jjy photo

uhm, he made me feel melting soul

a bit later i go up on the floor to look at sky and look at ground from height

so, i was surprised of a view, honestly

a few days later i asked sister to hang out, because i spend all month to books, anime and no-doing

and she invited her friend

we went to the forest and we got a small adventure

we walked around some hours and after that we went to cafe

so, i was glad to go to this forest again in ten years. and yeah

we still remember the roads in

next days i slept and got relax...

and in this week i went to village with aunt to pick in berries

like this redcurrant

and when we came back to bus stopping i...

you know, i always see such stricts ways between trees

i fell in love with nature again

and again and again

ah

to fill up my empty space inside

and in a few hours i should go out with sister and her friends to make a trip on bicycles

we walked about four hours and in the end i almost fall a sleep in a street

ah, im getting sure that public isnt my place

need to hide away from

moreover for this month i read about seven books, but to be fair i didnt calculate it, just how many we ordered and how many books a took from armoire

yeah, also, it doesnt matter how many books you read. just..i was surprised how fast i killed my time with books and it is like i came back in time in five years, like i passed exams to uni after school graduation.

aaaah, how it is sad

yesterday i asked sister to go out for fun, i cant stay at home anymore

and, plus, we should take books which we ordered in bookstore.

finally i read this medical one, by Paul Kalanithi ''When breath becomes air''

so, i wonder what it is waiting me inside 

also, i finally bought this apple cider

and wanted to try iced cappucino

uhm, and what about today...

mother asked to go to the market to buy some foods and sister wanted to print some photos, so we went!

since i waited for sister i took this photo in the top

after market we went to aunt

and till we ate rain started

and aunt offered us to eat

i didnt refuse

so, i killed time with such stupid things, taking photos

sigh

and when rain did end we came back i cooked noodles with soy

o, Msha, you get skill up in cooking

and now i give up

-kahara

Replay ☆ 1418

because of my free time

and because i'm so lazy to start my master's project i buy and buy new books and read it for a few days

sigh

so this one is about Newton and his period of life when he was worked at Coinc court ~

you know, i bought it because it was so cheap! and i last time i back to science again

so i was wonder about this small part period of his life

and i am glad to read it

when we came back to our home, in the sky we saw this parachyut

i have neber been there this charming thing so,,,

of course i took photo 

next day if i am correct we bought with sister this shirts

colours of lines are nice, right?

so small small bottles of lemonade and green lemonade is about 0.137 ml

just glass bottless are nice haha

again

and yet i have made some ice candies

strawberry with min and basil  and banana

and also

i went to grannies to help a little bit with plants 

uhm, i dont know,,,

just i like the mix of gray and red colours

and rabbits ~

ah, they are so amazing

and 26th of june we went to aunt's house

to... or it was 25th of June...

so we ate seafood

also, on this monday i went to get middleexam and...i forgot cover for my report and ran to the store to buy it and asked sister to make introdution page...but when sister went to give it me...

there was so strong wind so my page did fky away from me, sigh

and we should to do it again

sigh

and..and..i dont know

i just waited for teacher but he didnt come and didnt come...

and i took a photo of violet

and i took a photo with me and this violet

moreover on yesterday sister got new book we waited about two years

8th book of Flavia!

and i really thank Alan Bradley to give us a portion of good modern novel

yeah, i cant accept this cover because it looks pretty naive and gothically

but i really like her life and her adventures

in 2013 year we went to the Moscow and went to the big bookstore where we bought such marks for books

my cat suits for itm isnt it?

i dont know what happened with my face or my aura haha

but some people tell me that something happened to me

'you look so neutral' 'why do you look like you dont need nothing?' 

so, yeah, yeah i really feel like my soul is empty so much 

and today i did read a phrase in new book 

there Dogger said 'Sometimes the most deep love you can appear when you stay aside'.

I hope this phrase really help me to avoid any thought to send a message him

oh

and also, now i started read Andre Morua. you know it is so great sip of literature. And more, i do love french literature and this novel about Philipe and Odilia...

sometimes i had the same thoughts with Philipe and sometimes to Odilia

i really love...

also today i did meet with Mark

and..yah..so often i write that im getting sensitive.

but it is true!

my eyes are often wet and..

it is better than to be always calm and with to be with a poker face, right?

uhm he gave something to try about malaysian food 

i wonder about taste

so, i dont want to stop watch Shiki and Darker than black, sigh

so i watched Re; Zero...

i dont know.. i liked only from 15 eps

but i watched 25 series dor two days...

hmm hmm

-kahara