yeah, i was so glad to know that Lawrence Krauss and Richard Dawkins come to russia for GeekPicnic
and i felt dissapointed because i cant visit their lectures in Moscow and St.-Petersburg
sigh
but i watched two inetviews to them after these lectures
and, ah, I really admire of them. I cant explain the one side of why i admire of, just as people they deserve to be respected
so, they came in this June and only today i watched it,
Maybe soon i can find lectures from GP, who knows?
when i got scholarship we went to the store
oh, of course we, girls, should spend any money for some things
but without jokes, after some long days without out i wanted to get a joy
and we went!
we tried to buy something special that we cant buy in the center, like some magazines or fruits or drinks
and anytime we are coming to this market
it was a bit sad because i didnt find some things i wanted to buy, but to make us glad we bought new one
whats that? hmmm
im sure it will be great for teeth
HAHAHA
lets try
Nature has only useful, said Michel de Montaigne
then we went to another market for avocado that we couldnt find
haha
but i got this one and
lets try
HAHAHA
it was heat day and in dark clothes i almost burnt
anyway the day passed and i am OK
long time i didnt take photo of my sister of back
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i did read the book by Kalanithi for a few hours
i consider it because of it has a big point for me and i cant tell why it is so, because of it is about medicine that i like with a whole of my heart and because of i was tired of doing nothing and i must to stop read Emile Zola for a while.
after three books, that i read book by book i wanted to get a rest.
i mean, once i told myself that i can 'die' when i read all collection of his books haha
he is my favourite writer, you know
but then i did think, why?
only because of his realism? because of his great experience, how long he had gotten information about any side of our life?
his style of writing is amazing for me, i guess
just then i remember another writers, like Hugo, of Voinich, but the most, i think, it is Poe
yeah, Poe and Zola, they can describe me, i guess
In deep childhood i read some novels by Poe and i got affected by him
i appreciate it so much
and recently i understood again,
how i separated myself from people
nah, it is so hard to start to talk to someone new
and even guys who i knew before,,, it is a bit hard,
it likes i closed most of my doors haha
and i dont want to share of me to someone
and, let's wait for new JJY album on 4th of August
IU(아이유) - 밤편지 Through the Night 
-kahara