Long time no see
i just have tried to get usual indifferent mood
and...
soon i'll cut my heart to feel nothing
so, after last went to village i went to grannies house again
i dont remember already, did i upload this photo ot not, but anyway
i admire of nature in any side.
and when i got break time i wanted to take photo of murka and me
she is like a queen, she is so sylph, isnt she?
o, if it is possible to be so charm
and,, yeah, i got english exam on 10th of july and...
it was okay
haha i just need to take photo of my neck ~
and after village i made cherry ice candies
so, some days later i went to village again to pick in black currant, cherries
how do i see without fronthair? haha
i just wanted to make a parody to jjy photo
uhm, he made me feel melting soul
a bit later i go up on the floor to look at sky and look at ground from height
so, i was surprised of a view, honestly
a few days later i asked sister to hang out, because i spend all month to books, anime and no-doing
and she invited her friend
we went to the forest and we got a small adventure
we walked around some hours and after that we went to cafe
so, i was glad to go to this forest again in ten years. and yeah
we still remember the roads in
next days i slept and got relax...
and in this week i went to village with aunt to pick in berries
like this redcurrant
and when we came back to bus stopping i...
you know, i always see such stricts ways between trees
i fell in love with nature again
and again and again
ah
to fill up my empty space inside
and in a few hours i should go out with sister and her friends to make a trip on bicycles
we walked about four hours and in the end i almost fall a sleep in a street
ah, im getting sure that public isnt my place
need to hide away from
moreover for this month i read about seven books, but to be fair i didnt calculate it, just how many we ordered and how many books a took from armoire
yeah, also, it doesnt matter how many books you read. just..i was surprised how fast i killed my time with books and it is like i came back in time in five years, like i passed exams to uni after school graduation.
aaaah, how it is sad
yesterday i asked sister to go out for fun, i cant stay at home anymore
and, plus, we should take books which we ordered in bookstore.
finally i read this medical one, by Paul Kalanithi ''When breath becomes air''
so, i wonder what it is waiting me inside
also, i finally bought this apple cider
and wanted to try iced cappucino
uhm, and what about today...
mother asked to go to the market to buy some foods and sister wanted to print some photos, so we went!
since i waited for sister i took this photo in the top
after market we went to aunt
and till we ate rain started
and aunt offered us to eat
i didnt refuse
so, i killed time with such stupid things, taking photos
sigh
and when rain did end we came back i cooked noodles with soy
o, Msha, you get skill up in cooking
and now i give up
-kahara