Yes, I finally convinced myself, thank god.

Just a little while more, and I think I will stop hanging on to it.
Im giving up for the good.
I don't like this current situation anyway, what's the point right?

Sorry! ><

omg. guilt is overwhelming me. (stabs self)

Let it snow let it snow let it snow!

Yes, it's still xmas-y inside of me. I just hope the spirt doesnt die before x-mas, but get stronger each day!

I think I'm beginning to come to terms with the ever-changing world.
I'm a little bit less emotional.
I'm a little bit more at peace.
I have fewer questions these days.
The emptiness that used to hold over me seems to disappear.
I'm still learning about this world, and the answers I've found are completely satisfying and reasonable. Yes, I'm buying these answers to life.

But now is the 'up' period of my life.
I know 'emptiness' will come hand in hand with 'down'.
Hmm.... I hope I toughen up before I meet down again.

Good day!

Baby it's cold outside (ok,ironic in sg context)

I know I know, it's waaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy too early to listen to christmas songs.
But I can't help it, I'm spamming Glee's christmas album, and I feel gleeeeeeful!

(Y)

You got me used to this, and now I'm trying to get un-used to it.

Why oh whyyyyyyyyyyyyy

It's the same old thing happening again, and oh lord, I'm freaking sick of it already.
but the worst thing is, it's not gonna stop happening because my mind totally outta control.