I'll come Tasmania again.

I've just finished the job in Derwent Bridge Hotel. It was very good to work there. I could meet very nice people and I thinkI could improve my English too that's what I wanted, thanks to them and Derwent Bridge. I had a great time and a experience. I worked there for about 4 monthes but I feel like I spent time a lot. I did a lot of things with my friends there. Actually I wasn't interested in nature, like a mountain or something before, but now I am. I like to touch nature. It's interesting. Living in nature changed my mind. It's wilderness.

I went to Strahan with Afi and Nathan just like a last trip we can make. And we got on the crussing. It was very nice. good fun.The bout went around the bay and we got on a small island which was used as the prison.

now im planning my traveling of Tasmania with him. and then , after I've done it, Im gonna take a ferry from Devonport to Melbourne. I cant wait what i will see on the way to Noosa till i get there. it must be fun.

see you.

time flies.

my computer is braiking down. down down because of a fuckin virus i would feel too sad if it was really broken down, please keep working my sweety. i cant open some prats of control panel. its the main of computer man. but its still ok still ok. please cheer up him. for my computer, this is the computer actually that im using now. anyway i have got days off since tomorrow. yeah!! i think i will go down to hobart on this off to get translation of my drivers lisence, shoping, and, go shoping, i have to buy something my important. which is socks and extra. i made halls on 2 pire of socks lol i need new one. these are not good enough thats why im still using them, now already too old so i would get some pires of socks but i dont wanna buy them to pay prety much money. i had been going to uniclo that was very good store. i can get cheap one and its good enough but sorry i dont know the spell of the store. uhm i dont know how much i can get them. but i have no choice i have to get. and i have to get backpack? i want to buy one acutually but i will be depends on the cost if i will buy or not. and shampoo that ive just realized. ya mine has almost gone. and shinramen of course. its the most imoportant. ok, ive got many things to do there. it should be all right. i think i could feel lonly there lol i think im not good at doing by myself like my own trip. i will have to go to have my meal alone, oh a little bit my feeling unconfortable. but i really think of me, actually i used to go take my meal alone in tokyo. in nakano. i felt nothing to do that when i was there. how come my feeling is different like this. i dont know. i really dont know, when i was in tokyo, i always didnt care evey people around me. even of my coworkers i mean i was not interested in other people and everyone in tokyo seemed to me like same as my case. there are many huge buildings, very fast line and life of people and too many people walking, runing, rush hurry and everything, these are too busy. im just not sure why i could work and stay there long now. im in the bush now. im like a surviver now and i feel that i wanna care of everyone around me, and i wanna make a closer to every my friends. the conection is very important after all that i realized in aus. maybe if i think of my life of now back in the future, i have already got a great connection to someone who is connected to me as a good persone in my life. in my wonderful life. i think what is important in our life can be this connection. not a planty of money, not hornor we cant enjoy life jsut alone if im not so rich and i have a lot of good friends, it could be a good life. we can connect to everything. anyway i dont know what im saying actually. i need some more beer.

i watched the laputa with nathan and i watched it in english, it was good as good as japanese one. so i liked these words that sheeta said to muska, Now I understand why the people of Laputa vanished. There's a song from Gondua that explains everything. It says,"Take root in the ground, live in harmony with the wind, plant your seeds in the winter and rejoice with birds in spring". No matter how many weapons you have, no matter how great your technology might be, the world cannot live without love.

very impressed me. and the song i have been listening much is you've got friend. i will write down those not to forget the words.

When you're down and troubled
and you need a helping hand
and nothing, whoa nothing is going right.
Close your eyes and think of me
and soon I will be there
to brighten up even your darkest nights.

You just call out my name,
and you know whereever I am
I'll come running, oh yeah baby
to see you again.
Winter, spring, summer, or fall,
all you have to do is call
and I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend.

If the sky above you
should turn dark and full of clouds
and that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together and call my name out loud
and soon I will be knocking upon your door

You just call out my name and you know where ever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Winter, spring, summer or fall
all you got to do is call
and I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Hey, ain't it good to know that you've got a friend?
People can be so cold.
They'll hurt you and desert you.
Well they'll take your soul if you let them.
Oh yeah, but don't you let them.

You just call out my name and you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Oh babe, don't you know that,
Winter spring summer or fall,
Hey now, all you've got to do is call.
Lord, I'll be there, yes I will.
You've got a friend.
You've got a friend.

Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.

this is good. i always listen to this one that doney hathaway is singing but i wanna listen the other one. divid who is the owner of the hotel im working has got james talors one. so i think i can borrow that. i will try. tonight i will go to bed. see you

tasmanian life

oh yeah, oooh yeeeah. i have nothing to do on my days off. ive got days off since today, for 4days straight. but come on, please give me something to do here. there are no places. i think i will go to somewhere with my french coworker day after tomorrow. probably to the lake and to the wall which is the art of wood and someone is just making the big beautiful wall as cutting the wood. ive seen it on the picutuer, it was very real things like a photograhy that was expressed even veines and muscl of animals, that would be amizing. i want to see that so i think i will try to go there and it must be close to here. not so far away, i hope its gonna be exciting.

now what i can do is saving money, driking, smoking, watching some movies or internet and working. i cant cut down my smoking cigarettes a day, its not good. anyway what i wanna say is, i have to find something what to enjoy here. thats all. we have to enjoy our life ourselves, the persons who are going to die by theirselves are stupid, we have got to find any way. just i am only one who can decide my life. so i cant waste my life and time to spend with all my friends. ive realized what is important is any relations of people that i meet in the world. i think when i was in tokyo,i didnt make many friends at all. i didnt talk a lot, i didnt try to make them and then i was always tired of the work for money like everydays in huge town called shinjuku, so you know i was just lazy to make some troubles from them. there are too many people, i didnt want to get and recieved any problems. but now i think i need to be socialezed. anyway i have to make plans for my life after this job here to enjoy all my life. lets enjoy.

and i wonder if i get a car. stieve is going to sale his car as $800. so if i could get that,i can travel around all of australia. that would be awesome, but if i live in sydney again for a while, i dont need any cars. i dont need the car in the big city. so i was just wondering about that. i wanna go to anywhere i like in aus. i wanna make the most of my life here. what can i do for it. i never know if i dont make a try. i will do something.

and the most important thing is to improve my english after all. these days ive been getting better and better but its still good enough to understand what people talk about and to talk about something. i will probably be here at least until the end of april. this is quite good oppotunity to learn english. i can talk to many netive speaker and french guy so i cant waste this chance. so i will study harder. not easy, but i can step by step,

ohh im sleepy

and then i slept again last night not to upload after i wrote im sleepy haha

im on days off since today for 4days. i had nothing special today. i was sleeping longer and just i watched the movie that is 21? i think, and had dinner at the restaurant and after drinking, i was in nathans room with talking to him and kyoko who is other japanese coworker. i was stuck in my room today because of raining. its still fucking raining and fucking freezing cold. bloody hell. i thought i will go to hobart on this days off but i wont. i will stay here and save some money. maybe next time. because i dont want to go there alone. it could be boring and lonly. not so fun. but i will have to go next or someday i need to buy my stuff for the life of here and i wanna buy something.

anyway its very cold in tasmania now. but i like tasmania. it makes me some good experiences and actually much better than sydney. because of my job where i was working there is bullshit. i dont want to work at the japanese restaurant any more but i have to get a job so if i wont be able to get the job like local one, i will have no choice. but hopeflly i wish im going to get a good job that i can speak english and make some good friends. i need to think of it and traveling and my life of here and my future. yes i can do everything. everything must be all right. you know im positive and pleasant. i will open my mind and see other side.

goodbye. byebye.

shit this website is doing server maintnance now...i cant upload. so i will try this again tomorrow. see you.

good morning. i will try to show