my computer is braiking down. down down because of a fuckin virus i would feel too sad if it was really broken down, please keep working my sweety. i cant open some prats of control panel. its the main of computer man. but its still ok still ok. please cheer up him. for my computer, this is the computer actually that im using now. anyway i have got days off since tomorrow. yeah!! i think i will go down to hobart on this off to get translation of my drivers lisence, shoping, and, go shoping, i have to buy something my important. which is socks and extra. i made halls on 2 pire of socks lol i need new one. these are not good enough thats why im still using them, now already too old so i would get some pires of socks but i dont wanna buy them to pay prety much money. i had been going to uniclo that was very good store. i can get cheap one and its good enough but sorry i dont know the spell of the store. uhm i dont know how much i can get them. but i have no choice i have to get. and i have to get backpack? i want to buy one acutually but i will be depends on the cost if i will buy or not. and shampoo that ive just realized. ya mine has almost gone. and shinramen of course. its the most imoportant. ok, ive got many things to do there. it should be all right. i think i could feel lonly there lol i think im not good at doing by myself like my own trip. i will have to go to have my meal alone, oh a little bit my feeling unconfortable. but i really think of me, actually i used to go take my meal alone in tokyo. in nakano. i felt nothing to do that when i was there. how come my feeling is different like this. i dont know. i really dont know, when i was in tokyo, i always didnt care evey people around me. even of my coworkers i mean i was not interested in other people and everyone in tokyo seemed to me like same as my case. there are many huge buildings, very fast line and life of people and too many people walking, runing, rush hurry and everything, these are too busy. im just not sure why i could work and stay there long now. im in the bush now. im like a surviver now and i feel that i wanna care of everyone around me, and i wanna make a closer to every my friends. the conection is very important after all that i realized in aus. maybe if i think of my life of now back in the future, i have already got a great connection to someone who is connected to me as a good persone in my life. in my wonderful life. i think what is important in our life can be this connection. not a planty of money, not hornor we cant enjoy life jsut alone if im not so rich and i have a lot of good friends, it could be a good life. we can connect to everything. anyway i dont know what im saying actually. i need some more beer.
i watched the laputa with nathan and i watched it in english, it was good as good as japanese one. so i liked these words that sheeta said to muska, Now I understand why the people of Laputa vanished. There's a song from Gondua that explains everything. It says,"Take root in the ground, live in harmony with the wind, plant your seeds in the winter and rejoice with birds in spring". No matter how many weapons you have, no matter how great your technology might be, the world cannot live without love.
very impressed me. and the song i have been listening much is you've got friend. i will write down those not to forget the words.
When you're down and troubled
and you need a helping hand
and nothing, whoa nothing is going right.
Close your eyes and think of me
and soon I will be there
to brighten up even your darkest nights.
You just call out my name,
and you know whereever I am
I'll come running, oh yeah baby
to see you again.
Winter, spring, summer, or fall,
all you have to do is call
and I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend.
If the sky above you
should turn dark and full of clouds
and that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together and call my name out loud
and soon I will be knocking upon your door
You just call out my name and you know where ever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Winter, spring, summer or fall
all you got to do is call
and I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Hey, ain't it good to know that you've got a friend?
People can be so cold.
They'll hurt you and desert you.
Well they'll take your soul if you let them.
Oh yeah, but don't you let them.
You just call out my name and you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Oh babe, don't you know that,
Winter spring summer or fall,
Hey now, all you've got to do is call.
Lord, I'll be there, yes I will.
You've got a friend.
You've got a friend.
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.
this is good. i always listen to this one that doney hathaway is singing but i wanna listen the other one. divid who is the owner of the hotel im working has got james talors one. so i think i can borrow that. i will try. tonight i will go to bed. see you