oh yeah, oooh yeeeah. i have nothing to do on my days off. ive got days off since today, for 4days straight. but come on, please give me something to do here. there are no places. i think i will go to somewhere with my french coworker day after tomorrow. probably to the lake and to the wall which is the art of wood and someone is just making the big beautiful wall as cutting the wood. ive seen it on the picutuer, it was very real things like a photograhy that was expressed even veines and muscl of animals, that would be amizing. i want to see that so i think i will try to go there and it must be close to here. not so far away, i hope its gonna be exciting.
now what i can do is saving money, driking, smoking, watching some movies or internet and working. i cant cut down my smoking cigarettes a day, its not good. anyway what i wanna say is, i have to find something what to enjoy here. thats all. we have to enjoy our life ourselves, the persons who are going to die by theirselves are stupid, we have got to find any way. just i am only one who can decide my life. so i cant waste my life and time to spend with all my friends. ive realized what is important is any relations of people that i meet in the world. i think when i was in tokyo,i didnt make many friends at all. i didnt talk a lot, i didnt try to make them and then i was always tired of the work for money like everydays in huge town called shinjuku, so you know i was just lazy to make some troubles from them. there are too many people, i didnt want to get and recieved any problems. but now i think i need to be socialezed. anyway i have to make plans for my life after this job here to enjoy all my life. lets enjoy.
and i wonder if i get a car. stieve is going to sale his car as $800. so if i could get that,i can travel around all of australia. that would be awesome, but if i live in sydney again for a while, i dont need any cars. i dont need the car in the big city. so i was just wondering about that. i wanna go to anywhere i like in aus. i wanna make the most of my life here. what can i do for it. i never know if i dont make a try. i will do something.
and the most important thing is to improve my english after all. these days ive been getting better and better but its still good enough to understand what people talk about and to talk about something. i will probably be here at least until the end of april. this is quite good oppotunity to learn english. i can talk to many netive speaker and french guy so i cant waste this chance. so i will study harder. not easy, but i can step by step,
ohh im sleepy
and then i slept again last night not to upload after i wrote im sleepy haha
im on days off since today for 4days. i had nothing special today. i was sleeping longer and just i watched the movie that is 21? i think, and had dinner at the restaurant and after drinking, i was in nathans room with talking to him and kyoko who is other japanese coworker. i was stuck in my room today because of raining. its still fucking raining and fucking freezing cold. bloody hell. i thought i will go to hobart on this days off but i wont. i will stay here and save some money. maybe next time. because i dont want to go there alone. it could be boring and lonly. not so fun. but i will have to go next or someday i need to buy my stuff for the life of here and i wanna buy something.
anyway its very cold in tasmania now. but i like tasmania. it makes me some good experiences and actually much better than sydney. because of my job where i was working there is bullshit. i dont want to work at the japanese restaurant any more but i have to get a job so if i wont be able to get the job like local one, i will have no choice. but hopeflly i wish im going to get a good job that i can speak english and make some good friends. i need to think of it and traveling and my life of here and my future. yes i can do everything. everything must be all right. you know im positive and pleasant. i will open my mind and see other side.
goodbye. byebye.
shit this website is doing server maintnance now...i cant upload. so i will try this again tomorrow. see you.
good morning. i will try to show