(almost) one year after my last post lol 
*actually I hide my latest post bcz it was too explicit wkwk*
since Instagram invades my life, I almost use it like, everyday.
it's like my diary now.
technology grows rapidly eh.
look how it affecting and changing our life.
I used to like blogging using PC (and write diaries!) but now I prefer Instagram and access everything through my smartphone.
super convenient but kinda sabishii(?) 
I still love the sensation when typing on PC tho, but think about how old my macbook...
so old and s l o w...... 
wanna cry.
but considering how much my parent spent for this, I really feel ashamed of myself.
I should utilize it more! and also my wacom, and everything that I left behind... 
man, I really throw away my life back in my home country...
btw,
I left my past job.
yay(?) 
now I work on a new kind of job, not bad actually even though I had a very uncomfortable start especially on the first 3 months.
It was like hell... 
now with corona messing up the world, it ruins everything.
concerts, events, all cancelled.
now I don't know if I can go home and celebrate Eid with my family since Japan now has strict immigration.
they now don't accept foreigner except the one who falls under "special" status which is not me.
duh.
can't go nowhere.
I hope this will end soon.
please Lord. 
okay it's already past 3 a.m.
I have morning shift today and I need to leave at 9.30 a.m.
lol
now I have so many things I want to share here but then again, so little time.
this blog is my secret an superminor blog, nobody knows.
except you. (who?)
the place when I can show my true character 
thank your for always there.
maybe back sooner or later.
ciao! 
suddenly got an idea for the next post.
recently, I'm going crazy over one of Thailand BL drama and I just can't get over it, ever.
gosh, it's a fckn masterpiece!
and actually I found it similar to the Japanese BL drama that I'm also crazy about.
since it's BL, I can't just share it freely on my Instagram or my other SNS platforms.
but I really wanna talk about it s o m u c h.
I leave work early tomorrow (today?) so maybe I'll share about it? lol
literally waste my time just for rewatching the drama for the thousands times.
ok then.