yeah 
I just don’t want to know anymore
trying to don’t care about it,
but still I’m soooo overwhelmed at work and it’s driving me insane 
U.G.H
I don’t feel apreciated in this stoopid company like srsly 
all my hardworks mean nothing?
huh?
oh shut up!! 
ハラタツわー
おい
but changing job in this funny country will be another hassle to deal with ugggg
only imagining it already makes me sick 
*why this emojis are so cute lol 
*
*should I just left? I mean, going back to my country and spending time with family after years.. 
man, I hate to say that I still want to stay.
there are still a lot of concerts ahead 
lol duh このバカやろ
if I could let go of this otaku life... 
just throw it all and go home.
find happiness.
but talking about happiness, I really enjoy things EXCEPT MY JOB
thinking of
struggling everyday,
stuck in a boring routine,
underpaid,
what a shit life.
please Westlife please come to Japan 
I need you guyssss 