Don't wanna be your friend

I don't wanna see your face
I don't wanna hear your name
I don't wanna thing
Just stay away Baby

Don't wanna know if you're alright
Or what you're doin' with your life
Don't wanna hear you say you'll just stay in touch Baby

I'll get by just fine
And if you're goin' then darlin'
Goodbye, goodbye

Don't call me in the middle of the night no more
Don't expect me to be there
Don't think that it will be the way it was before
Don't think that I care
I'm not over you yet
And I don't wanna be your friend


I'll forget we ever met
I'll forget I ever let
Ever let you into this heart of mine baby
You just gotta let me be
You gotta keep away from me
'Cause all I want is just to be free from you baby
Don't you come around
And say you still care about me
Just go now, go now

Don't call me in the middle of the night no more
Don't expect me to be there
Don't think that it will be the way it was before
Don't think that I care
I'm not over you yet
And I don't wanna be your friend

You take it casually, baby it's killing me
Goodbye, goodbye

Don't call me in the middle of the night no more
Don't expect me to be there
Don't think that it will be the way it was before
No baby
Don't call me in the middle of the night no more
I'm not over you yet
And I don't want to be your friend
I don't want to be your friend

Don't call me
Don't come around
And I don't wanna be your friend

Can I be an Emo for just a day..

Can I be an Emo for just a day..


I'm not really a weak person but this time I can't really take it anymore.


I have suffered enough.


I wanted my life back.


Just when I was about to give myself some time you take it away from me again.


You gave me a choice but how can I choose between my own happiness or saving one's life..


Tell me am I not redeemed from all of the sins that I have done.


Is my punishment still inflicted on me..




Will I gonna suffer again..


Until when please tell me...


I just wanna know if ever I can be free again or forever be condemned.......

I just want to scream...ヽ(`Д´)ノ

I feel so suffocated, I wanted to screamヽ(`Д´)ノ




I need to breathe DAMMIT..............



Can you please give me just a sec to feel my life before you take it again away from me...



I just wanna know how it feels to be alive

I can't take it anymore T^T

After I had finished something which I completely dedicated my life to it not even thinking for myself.........

I ended up doing something again for someone and ignoring my own life again......

I wanted to cry.. I felt like I haven't done anything for myself..

It's like having a responsibility which is not for you in the first place and you really have to suffer a lot.. Starting with your life.. you cannot be free to the point that you can never have a family for yourself...........

I wanted to say no but I can't... coz I'm the only one that can help them...

But I too get tired... I need to breathe..........I wanted to scream and say all my burdens and pains......

Is there anybody out there than can help me ease the pain??

All I can do now is to cry.. and cry... しょぼん


Try by Nelly Furtado

All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try

All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love

Vampire Girl

Vampire girl is my new nickname


Cool ne? It was given to me by my friend Irma..


She said that it suits me coz I always work at night and play at night even walk my dog at night ....


And if ever I go out in the day I always wear sunglasses


Well to tell you the truth I'm a very nocturnal person..


I don't really know why but I found myself more energetic at night..


I tend to snooze off in the morning...


I guess my body clock has set itself like that


Good thing I don't crave for blood... LOL