Can I be an Emo for just a day..

Can I be an Emo for just a day..


I'm not really a weak person but this time I can't really take it anymore.


I have suffered enough.


I wanted my life back.


Just when I was about to give myself some time you take it away from me again.


You gave me a choice but how can I choose between my own happiness or saving one's life..


Tell me am I not redeemed from all of the sins that I have done.


Is my punishment still inflicted on me..




Will I gonna suffer again..


Until when please tell me...


I just wanna know if ever I can be free again or forever be condemned.......