ファンキーアコです。生きてます
３連休にも関わらず自主連に明け暮れております。
デビューを控えた新人タレントかっ！
と自分でツッコミを入れたくなるほど
朝から中国語、英語歌の発音、ピアノ、英語と
分刻みでスケジュールギュンギュンです（笑）。
練習の一部は本当に単調で面倒なことの繰り返しなんだけれど
昨日できなかったことが確実に今日出来るようになっていることが面白くて
もっと出来るようになりたいと思うので完全に自主的に練習できています。
できれば２～３年前に、仕事や動画制作が面白くて徹夜で強行突破したみたいにしたいけど
頭が疲れた状態で効率の悪い練習をしたくない一心で夜は速やかに眠ろうとするんですが
次の日の練習が楽しみ過ぎてやっぱり興奮して眠れなくなってしまいます
エネルギーマックスで次の練習に臨みたいので寝不足だけはカンベン…（年々寝不足には対抗できなくなっているし…）。
万全の体調で練習できないといやなのでヤケ●●の類も絶対に致しません！
風邪引かないように寝る時も鼻呼吸徹底してますし、イヤなことあっても練習のために引きずりません！
自分どんだけ練習好きなんだろうかと思う
（永遠に本番が来ない練習という噂もw）
まぁぶっちゃけこういうことが逆に言えば自分の精神を支えてくれているのだろうなとも思う。50代は意外にいろいろ厳しいので（苦笑）。
…でもやっぱり自分の潜在意識が考えてることはよくわからない。何を目論んでいるのだろうかは…（笑）
これ最近はまっている、マックのモーニングを真似て作った自作のソーセージと人参のサラダを玄米パンで挟んだハンバーガー
（ちょっとオレンジすぎww）
かなりおおざっぱだけど、セージとかタイムが入るだけでぐっと本格的ソーセージソーセージの味になるから面白い
Although we're right in the middle of three consecutive holidays, it seems that this has nothing to do with me whose schedule is completely fixed minute by minute for all the lessons such as Chinese, English pronunciation for songs, piano and speaking English. Practices should consist of some series of boring and troublesome repetitive activities sometimes, but realizing that I got to be able to do something today that I couldn't yesterday by practicing makes me feel too good and excited to ever think about getting out of it. Staying up all night used to be my all-time favorite thing to do until just recently especially when I had something I wanted to do such as video making or my import job. Now, however, it's totally the last thing I'd want because sleepiness and grogginess will completely ruin my practice for the next day. To be honest, lack of sleep is becoming more and more a serious problem for me as I get older. I never try to stay up late doing nothing, but try to lead a decent lifestyle and keep good hours by going to sleep pretty early for the next day. Still, the excitement and joy I feel while thinking in my bed about what kind of practice I should do the next day gets me too thrilled to fall asleep XD In addition, I never try to binge on anything. I'd never indulge myself in bad habits if I know that it affects the efficiency of my practice. I've been taking a great care not to catch a cold and have never gone to sleep without taping my mouth so that I can breathe only with my nose. I never leave a bad day behind so that my new day starts with 100% of my fresh energy in order to make it perfect for my practice.
While I'm surprised at what an ardent learner I am now, I also think that keeping myself as busy as this is helping me support myself mentally so that I can be myself as I find being in my 50s a bit tougher than I expected it would be...
Actually, I even don't know what makes me this enthusiastic about my life full of practices. Maybe that's my sub-consciousness which drives me? Then I'd totally have no idea what it is thinking about because it might be happening subconsciously XD