i m sad but no one understand.. i m sad becos of him but he dun understand me.. i m sad becos of that.. i hard to communicate and all sometimes things he might not undrstand.. every single word he say mean a lot to me every single comment too.. i m fat he loves me and so on.. sometimes this kind of phrases do really encourage me to hold on to the relationship wif a stronger will that when i m not going to the same country as he is.. we are able to hold on to each other...

why.. dont u know sometimes gals are lack of the feeling secure.. cant u be the oni guy that can make me feel secure... if ur my other half u will try to make me happy make me feel safe...

i know sometimes u really did.. i really appreciate it... but sometimes u just abandon me.. i think is becos of ur studies and i hope that the reason that u dun really come n tok to me is because ur busy wif ur studies..

i hope i m oversensitive and i hope u wil one day understand how are really feel and stand in my shoes.. i m already tiring my best to understand ur situation and i dun expect... becos i love u..