i m sad but no one understand.. i m sad becos of him but he dun understand me.. i m sad becos of that.. i hard to communicate and all sometimes things he might not undrstand.. every single word he say mean a lot to me every single comment too.. i m fat he loves me and so on.. sometimes this kind of phrases do really encourage me to hold on to the relationship wif a stronger will that when i m not going to the same country as he is.. we are able to hold on to each other...

why.. dont u know sometimes gals are lack of the feeling secure.. cant u be the oni guy that can make me feel secure... if ur my other half u will try to make me happy make me feel safe...

i know sometimes u really did.. i really appreciate it... but sometimes u just abandon me.. i think is becos of ur studies and i hope that the reason that u dun really come n tok to me is because ur busy wif ur studies..

i hope i m oversensitive and i hope u wil one day understand how are really feel and stand in my shoes.. i m already tiring my best to understand ur situation and i dun expect... becos i love u..

sigh!! i wan to buy buy buy and buy again! i have to stop!.

today i went to Zara.. and i saw a very nice sweater like jacket is RM199.90... but i really like it...

Beside, i m aso addicted to the Longchamp limited edition bag... is really nice.. i mean i really my type of bag..

Longchamp Le Pliage Art Déco RM750

Sigh.. i m a shopaholic!! i really like it! hope i can get it one day!!


Recently, i feel being leftout after, my fren told me y did u always make urself busy and not hanging out wif them and seldom contact and all... i feel maybe sometimes i shud think life is not about me being the center of attraction...

I m really trying my best to work on my foundation work and all.. i dunno why recently i like to keep myself at home and not going so much out... even jj call me to go out i even hesitate sometimes.. is like i m kinda tired...

well i think i will start to be more strong and be who i m and who i will be..