What is life??
I'm so fucking nervous for living.
I have been a spoiled kid.
Yes I am still.
I need to make money.
Enough money only saves us alive.
I got a lottery.
5 grand man.
5 grand.
Hope this is not a luck which causes a bad luck.
So I still save the money.
I didn't spoil it yet even contemplating what do I use it for .
Being solitary in my apt as if I'm waiting for death and fossilized by incineration .
My molecules drop off like tears.
Smelling wind after the brief rain.
Weather is ok.
I'm still optimistic for my future.
I wanna be on the stage.
I haven't been there for almost a year.
I can't gripe cz my family gave me so much.
Put myself in a quarantine so no one hears me.
Only enough money makes you alive.
Make them , earn them , save them till you are safe.
High level vocabularies huh??
I just learned them from Alien 1979 yesterday so I used them !!!
Never stop studying what you get started .