In a comedy or just a regular conversation, it seems Asian always wants to be another race, white, black or Latino...maybe only because of a physical reason. They have longer legas, nicer ass, big eyes but we do not.

I only want bigger eyes so I may have plastic surgery.

But if you asked me if I wanna be white ,
 I would say Yes! If he's handsome!! 
I don't wanna be a fat short baseball nose white dude at all.
If its Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt, Yes  I do ! 
but upto 3 days! 

If its Tom Hanks, I would think about it.

When I was singing a pop tune , some says I am a black wannabe.
No I am not!!!!
I just like to perform.
 I learn from great artists .

You know why?
American Idol gave me a confidence for this matter.
At the 2nd preliminary audition, There was this typical white dude behind me, blonde hair, 5'11, skinny, blue eyed.. And he was a little tricky prick asked me if I'm a US citizen.
Get the fuck out its none of your fucking business.

But it eneded, the producer didn't put him through but ME.
At that time I didn't think too much of color I'm just being myself , a superstar wannabe.
So I didn't realize how big deal it was.

If I were a white, maybe I didn't make the cut.
So I am still confident being myself but the more you spend time in the US, the more you get acknowledged about the color , race etc.. That shit makes me tired.

Anyway conclusion, 
If you ask me if I wanna be white or black, 
I would say NO, I'm fine being myself but I still wanna have plastic surgery for my eyes and nose!!

All the people from different race do it esp of they are on the screen!! 

Stop telling me I was another race wannabe!!
I wanna be a SuperStar so gimme the spot light before you nagging my ass!!



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