I wanna have a Japanese boyfriend!!! Where do I find one???
When I say this, it sounds like I am desperate. But I still maintain my standards for guy.
I dont like very shy guys. I like aggressive guys- guys who dont hesitate to show their mind and show true feeling.
I have dreamed thee too long
Never seen thee or touched thee
But known thee with all of my heart
Half a prayer, half a song Thou hast always been with me
Though we have been always apart
Dulcinea... Dulcinea...
I see heaven when I see thee,
Dulcinea And thy name is like a prayer
An angel whispers... Dulcinea... Dulcinea
If I reach out to thee
Do not tremble and shrink
From the touch of my hand on thy hair
Let my fingers but see
Thou art warm and alive
And no phantom to fade in the air
Dulcinea... Dulcinea...
I have sought thee, sung thee
Dreamed thee, Dulcinea
Now I've found thee
And the world shall know thy glory
Dulcinea... Dulcinea
Hello, everyone
Yesterday evening, I hang out with my Japanese friend.
We took dinner together at a food court.
I ate roasted blue marine fish and barbecue pork.
He ate the lungs of the pork and roasted choriso.
But we think the food is not that good. hehehe
Next we went to coffee bean cafe. We talked there for several hours. We ended at 10:30 PM and the mall was already closed. It was fun and I hope that we meet each other soon. 
By the way, he looked unusually handsome yesterday.
I think it's because of his new hairstyle, which has bangs. And he was so cheery.
I like it.
It was my first time to hang out with a man. So I was very nervous. But my roommate gave her support and asked me to wear the dress her mom bought for her. Surprisingly, when I met my Japanese friend, we wore the same color of clothes. Was he also nervous even before he met me? haha This is not the question that I should be asking. hahha
| To dream the impossible dream To fight the unbeatable foe To bear with unbearable sorrow To run where the brave dare not go To right the unrightable wrong
This is my quest
To fight for the right
And I know if I'll only be true
And the world will be better for this |
Actually, I don't like Math. I'm so slow at calculation but I really really really wanna improve my math scores. If I will get a very high score in math, I feel many of my worries will fade away. Please help me with my mathematics!!!
So recently, I've made foreign friends online. I like them and I really wanna be close friends with them despite the fact they are too good for me. For example, the German guy. hehehe
But how about in real world?
I was at the mall earlier. I took my dinner there; I ate chicken and pork. Then I went to Mooshi stall in Robinsons Cybergate to drink their coffee whose beans were taken from the place near a volcano. I do not know what that means but I guess it's healthier and more natural. By the way, this small stall is known for healthy food.
While I drank coffee at the shop I thought some guy should be with me and I thought of my Japanese friend, Shota. As you know, he is my Japanese student-friend. Since last month he and I didn't meet aech other a lot for our English study session. But from time to time we meet because we take around university students from Japan or just see each other at school. But we haven't really talked a lot. It has been 4 months now (I start counting from June) and I feel the need to hang out with them, which I haven't a lot. And why is that?
When we had dinner with Japanese students (and their professor) at Sugbu Mercado, one of them asked me:
"Freya, how do you think of Mr. Shota?"
I answered, "funny."
But he looked like he didn't expect that answer.
I asked, "why?"
He said, "because you two look like you are very close. Why?"
"Reaaaaallly??" was what I thought. What made him say that?? But I like his question. hehehe
That's right, what do I really think of MISTER Shota??
Indeed, we haven't hang out a lot. And when we hang out, there are always other people going with us. So far, I've hang out with him (only two of us) TWICE. But, I really I wanna be really really really close friends with him. I wanna hang out with him a lot. And I wanna show him my world and my fantasy. And I wanna be in his world and his fantasy too. And I wanna do many things with him. Then, I wanna hug him a lot. And maybe kiss him a lot. But, I dont really feel dokidoki when I'm with him. I like him a lot, but maybe only as a friend.
I told my roommate what to do with his. She advised me to finally tell it to him so that I can relax. But I'm concerned that if I confess to him, he may misunderstand it and avoid me. Then I don't want to bother him so much because of me. What to do?
Oh, I'm bad at speaking my feeling. But when I write a letter, I feel I can show my sincerity.
Should I write a letter to him?? He may think like WTF is this woman wasting my time reading letter... (@_@)
I sometimes wish that you meet me because you miss me, not because of what I can do for you.
So Recently, I made good friends with a French and German. We exchange culture through emails. Their English is very good and they don't hold back with what they want to say. So I feel comfortable.
This one is the French guy.
And this one is the German guy
I hope that someday we will meet. I'm serious with them.
Yesterday afternoon, I swam with my roommate and my Japanese friend's junior, Shota.
We didn't talk a lot even if I wanted to. But I enjoyed my time a lot. We played games like the fastest swimmer, the longest breath, and tag. But there was one experience which meant a lot to me. That was when my Japanese friend and I slid together the longest slide in the park. I understand that he wants to get a long with me so he did that. But I couldn't help but feel so embarrassed and aroused. I couldn't keep a long eye-toeye contact with him. To calm down myself, I avoided them for a while. I am not just used to a man doing that to me. When I went to the sliding area again, the watch guard ask me, "Oh, where is your boyfriend?"
At last when we had our photo shoot, I could see that my Japanese friend seems to prefer my roommate over me as evident in his body language. Towards me, he looked closed. I guess that's because I don't show my affection to him.
After we swam, we went to a Filipino restaurant "Chikaan." We ordered, Ampalaya with dilis, Spicy shrimp, and Squid Sisig. In the end, we couldn't eat all our food so my roommate ordered my Japanese friend to eat all. But he couldn't eat all the food I ordered. The food I ordered was so strong (it has ampalaya, onion, and vinegar) and even I didn't like the flavor. The one I ordered was different from what I wanted to order; I mistook saying the correct name.
