I really miss the German guy!!! What should I do??? I dont want to look desperate!!!
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Recently, it's been raining. There has been typhoon in my place.
At night I feel sad sometimes even if my roommate is with me. Even though we live in one room, still loneliness is inevitable.
The person I want to see now is my Japanese friend Shota or the German guy Omid.
I wanna hug my Japanese friend so much, but I just dont do it for fear of rejection. On the other hand, if the German guy is here, I will hug him without hesitation, and even tightly!!!
I wanna ask my Japanese friend to come to my room now and just hug him. But he might think my invitation of something else. But if it were the German guy, I would invite him to stay here forever and hug me forever like mother koala and baby koala almost never separating!!! hehehe
But now I think my German friend is mourning for his uncle. He should be given time for himself. But I reaaaaaaallllyyyy miss him!!! I wanna see him soon, talk to him soon, and hug him soon!!! Oh yeah and when we meet we agreed that we gonna kiss each other
How exciting that would be!
Now I have homework and I just make it on the day before the deadline Lol.
Anyway, I just keep on thinking about that German guy even during class hours!!!
What else should we do aside from kissing??? Anyway, I'll try to research different ways of kissing. If he comes here Im gonna ask him to do all those kinds of kissing to me
Im so craaaaaazzzzyyyyy over him!!! Oh my gosh (>_<)
My roommate just advises me not to expect too much because I'll just get disappointed.
But sometimes I think like, WHO CARES!!! I'm just enjoying the moment !!
I really like and miss the German guy Omid
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At night I feel sad sometimes even if my roommate is with me. Even though we live in one room, still loneliness is inevitable.
The person I want to see now is my Japanese friend Shota or the German guy Omid.
I wanna hug my Japanese friend so much, but I just dont do it for fear of rejection. On the other hand, if the German guy is here, I will hug him without hesitation, and even tightly!!!
I wanna ask my Japanese friend to come to my room now and just hug him. But he might think my invitation of something else. But if it were the German guy, I would invite him to stay here forever and hug me forever like mother koala and baby koala almost never separating!!! hehehe
But now I think my German friend is mourning for his uncle. He should be given time for himself. But I reaaaaaaallllyyyy miss him!!! I wanna see him soon, talk to him soon, and hug him soon!!! Oh yeah and when we meet we agreed that we gonna kiss each other
How exciting that would be!
Now I have homework and I just make it on the day before the deadline Lol.
Anyway, I just keep on thinking about that German guy even during class hours!!!
What else should we do aside from kissing??? Anyway, I'll try to research different ways of kissing. If he comes here Im gonna ask him to do all those kinds of kissing to me
Im so craaaaaazzzzyyyyy over him!!! Oh my gosh (>_<)
My roommate just advises me not to expect too much because I'll just get disappointed.
But sometimes I think like, WHO CARES!!! I'm just enjoying the moment !!
I really like and miss the German guy Omid
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Actually I want to do many things in my life. For example, try to have a boyfriend from each country (of corz I wont do sex with any guy 'coz im scared of HIV) and fill my 20s years with nice guys (I dont want to become my aunts who just end up being old lady without husband and child!!)
If I have a boyfriend what will I do with him? I have a tendency to get bored meeting with people after few times.
So I think it's important to think about what I like to do with him and that I would never get bored of doing:
1) kiss a lot and for a loooooong time
2) hug tights
3) massage
4) make some bucket list
5) go to hotel and dance together!!! <3 I mean dance, not sex lol
6) watch movie
7) read together
8) sing together
9) still thinking
Now I have a guy I like. He is German. He is really nice guy. I also want to become nice girl for him too. But the character is cultivated. What should my mindset be? How should I cultivate it?
Now I just enjoy testing what I can do.
But I should do it for other people.
FOR OTHER PEOPLE
FOR OTHER PEOPLE
FOR OTHER PEOPLE
I must think like that.
And when I am with other people, I should just enjoy my time with them and not feel bored with them. Problem is I take other people for granted. I just think like I don't need them. That's bad.
ENJOY WITH OTHER PEOPLE
ENJOY WITH OTHER PEOPLE
ENJOY WITH OTHER PEOPLE
I love Omid!!! I want to transform myself for guy I love
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If I have a boyfriend what will I do with him? I have a tendency to get bored meeting with people after few times.
So I think it's important to think about what I like to do with him and that I would never get bored of doing:
1) kiss a lot and for a loooooong time
2) hug tights
3) massage
4) make some bucket list
5) go to hotel and dance together!!! <3 I mean dance, not sex lol
6) watch movie
7) read together
8) sing together
9) still thinking
Now I have a guy I like. He is German. He is really nice guy. I also want to become nice girl for him too. But the character is cultivated. What should my mindset be? How should I cultivate it?
Now I just enjoy testing what I can do.
But I should do it for other people.
FOR OTHER PEOPLE
FOR OTHER PEOPLE
FOR OTHER PEOPLE
I must think like that.
And when I am with other people, I should just enjoy my time with them and not feel bored with them. Problem is I take other people for granted. I just think like I don't need them. That's bad.
ENJOY WITH OTHER PEOPLE
ENJOY WITH OTHER PEOPLE
ENJOY WITH OTHER PEOPLE
I love Omid!!! I want to transform myself for guy I love
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My wish for this Christmas is I hope my family is good.
I want to hug my father and my mother.
Reason I'm not natural is maybe because I got affected by our family situation.
But I gotta mend things now coz I may have lover and I want to introduce my lover to them.
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I want to hug my father and my mother.
Reason I'm not natural is maybe because I got affected by our family situation.
But I gotta mend things now coz I may have lover and I want to introduce my lover to them.
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Next year, I am expecting for 2 visitors from Japan, 1 from Greece, 1 from Germany and 1 from Thailand. When they come, I want to be absent from class so that I can spend time with them. I hope the dates they come do not fall on our examination day.
Last night I talked with my German friend, Omid. And I told him again that I like him. And he told me he likes me very much. My German friend is such a nice guy. I feel guilty because I think I don't deserve him 'coz he is too nice for me. But he believes in me. Sigh He said when he comes here we gonna hug each other and kiss.hahaha 
I really wanna hug him tight and kiss him because I like him very much. He's just so nice and even as bad as I am I want to change myself for him.
My positive points:
1) beautiful and face looks mature
2) confident when with confident people
3) nice English
4) strong
Negative points:
1) don't have interest in cooking
2) childish in character
3) never had BF
4) cant get along easily with people at first
5) carefree
There is a German guy I like. I want to exert extra effort for him. I want to be a nice and mature lady!!!
Good evening, everyone
How are you? I did not update my blog for many days.
There were times that I was free and even bored, yet I didn't take time to update this blog. I just didn't feel so.
Today, I had a farewell dinner with all the Japanese university students coming from Tokyo. It was held in our university. I had fun with them tonight. First, we took our dinner, then there was dance presentation of our university's dance troup. It was about Filipino traditional dance. Then, there was speech from the Japanese professor. Next, the Japanese students also presented us dance and towers of Japan by using their body. It was hilarious but superb! I really admire this aspect of the Japanese. It's one of a kind! The most interesting part was when during the Tinikling dance. We could experience the dance by ourselves! And I danced with Takaki. He was so funny, active, and crazy. I like him so much and I wish we did more crazy things together while he was here. Then, I was able to have impromptu speech!! I was so nervous so I talked a lot and had disorganized thoughts... (I thought I wanna improve my English. I tend to lose my way when speaking in front of a crowd due to nervousness or stage fright). The best part was when I received kokuhaku from my friend Yoshimi. She said I am her best friend in Cebu. I did not know what to say to her at first. She cried as she said this to me. She really appreciated. I just didnt know how to respond because I am not used to people showing appreciation to me by face-to-face. I thought it was very touchy. But, I am so thankful...
In the beginning, I gave some of them letters, picutres and some stuff. In the end we had fun taking photos of ourselves. And I could hug some of them! When I hugged the Japanese guy, I felt his hug was not so strong. I think he wants to show manners to me as woman. But I think strong hug is the best!
Oh yeah, also I was asked to host suddenly the event. But most of the time I refused to talk the mic, except when I had the impromptu speech. I felt nervous when speaking in front of the crowd. So I want to improve my hosting skills!! To be continued...
It's our university's semestral break.
Even so I still got somethings to do in the city. For example, volunteer for foreigners and meet with Japanese man for Mactan trip. But I just prefer staying here in the city than in my hometown. Why? I'm so kawaisou in my hometown and I dont feel love there. My house feels empty also the environment. And the people I enjoy to be with are in abroad. Recently we had our grandmother's funeral but I dont feel anything for you. While I was with my mother's family all I could think of is Japan, my Japanese friends and Shotako (my nickname for my Japz friends). Ohh I want to meet them again. If we become really really close friend, I'll meet him anytime I like, hug him anytime I like, talk about anything we like. Of corz I dont have romantic feeling for him. Just friend...
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Even so I still got somethings to do in the city. For example, volunteer for foreigners and meet with Japanese man for Mactan trip. But I just prefer staying here in the city than in my hometown. Why? I'm so kawaisou in my hometown and I dont feel love there. My house feels empty also the environment. And the people I enjoy to be with are in abroad. Recently we had our grandmother's funeral but I dont feel anything for you. While I was with my mother's family all I could think of is Japan, my Japanese friends and Shotako (my nickname for my Japz friends). Ohh I want to meet them again. If we become really really close friend, I'll meet him anytime I like, hug him anytime I like, talk about anything we like. Of corz I dont have romantic feeling for him. Just friend...
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This week I will volunteer again for office of external relations. But there's another reason I have to stay in the city. On October 19th, I will meet with the university authorities for the case between me and the professor. Why it took them so long to take action? Anyway I gotta face this.
My Japanese friend is in Singapore now. We usually meet just once a week. But I miss him! (T ^ T)
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My Japanese friend is in Singapore now. We usually meet just once a week. But I miss him! (T ^ T)
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