Experience in the bar (with roommate)

Last night, my roommate and I went to the bar. It was our first time to go to a bar. We drank and got drunk after few minutes. We had a lot of fun. We went back to our dorm at 2AM. 

In the bar, we started dancing when the time was nearing 12AM. There were many not so cute and short guys there. But anyway, I danced with anybody. Of course there were foreigners (judging from their looks, they look like they come from South America). But my favorite was the Japanese guy. And he kissed me!!! OMG  The kiss felt so good (in my opinion). It was my first kiss on the lips, BTW!!! Soon, he let out his tongue so that it touched unto mine, but I tried to deny access. I just dont know how to kiss!!! And I am scared of AIDS!!! I like kiss but I dont like to kiss with anybody!! He's not that handsome but as a man, he's polite. He made some nice moves on me while we danced and I liked it.  I want more. I was quite drunk and he asked me, "are you okay?" All I wanna do was to continue dancing and hugging him!!! Awwwwww  and kiss 

On the other hand, my roommate enjoyed her time dancing with a foreign "hot guy." She said he's handsome, but to me he's not! He's dark. Probably half African-American. You may call me a racist, but a person who has African blood isn't just my type. But of course, I can be friends with such person, but not lover. My roommate and that guy really looked sweet to each other, as if they were really couple. In the dorm, my roommate told me she enjoyed caressing his muscles   and she felt his notch. She's such a bitch! She just knows what to do. .hahaha

I want to come back to a bar again. This time I want to go to a different bar. Should I bring my foreign friends also? Their impression of me might change. I'm scared of it. 

Business

I finished reading my assignment in economics tonight. The chapter is about perfect competition.
But I wonder whether I really understood it. hahaha

Anyway, around 2 or 3 weeks ago I met a Japanese couple as they invited me so.
At first, the Japanese man mentioned business.
He asked me questions like what my department offers.
I felt nervous bcoz I dont know how to talk about business!! Or maybe I dont have answers for his questions!!

My professors dont even teach us language activities; we students are the ones who teach ourselves the activities!!!

I've been so relaxed in my univeristy until I met Japanese people. Since then I have been reminded of how demanding the real world may be.

I have to change habit and try to execute my ideal!!

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My University and I

A few days ago a friend of mine told me she was shamed in front of the class by that professor. Not only she was ordered to get readmission slip, but as well as all her classmates. She already told this matter to our department chair. She said she intended to talk with the vice president of academic affairs for this.
Now I am waiting for the update. This is hot issue in our department. But even long time ago, this professor has already been known for complaints from students and faculty members. And, the faculty and students told me that professor had romantic relationship with a priest in my university
OMG... why didnt they fire her!?(My university is a Catholic university.)

We students have so many things to dislike about our university. (-_-)
But is this the same for all universities in my city? How about in Manila? (-_-)
Oh my goodness.

Last week my Japanese friend and I talked about what Japanese or Filipino means. He had no answer for what Japanese means. For me, I answered that Filipino always smiles in spite of trouble. We also have nice beaches, etc." But he said "YES, but dont forget to mention "DIRTY" also."

hahaha it's true. Advertisement doesnt show reality and it deceives people.

Actually, I feel regret having entered this university. But even if I went to Manila for university, my mother wouldn't allow me. And I dont have the means to study abroad. And if I did stay in Manila, would I still meet the Japanese friends I met in Cebu? In CLE? JEE? EOP? And in my university? My roommate? My Korean friend? And absent-minded Shota? hahaha (Shota is my Japanese student friend).

So I wont leave my university. All I can do now is help it and report problems to the administrators.
Lately I joined student ambassadors. It means I have to help our foreign students or visitors. Through this, I hope to get much information about my own university so I may know the its root problem. I have less time though. 2 years from now, I will graduate.

What job should I take and where will I work? Now I am just common person. But if I get many qualifications or credit on English and Japanese skill, I will be quite different person!!
Now I only know hiragana and katakana (-_-)
And I want to see a zero trash Cebu!!!
Administrators and professors in my university may be bad (of corz not all), but we can still dream this big for our society!!!

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Change topic focus of blog articles

Awhile ago, I had my roommate check my blog and comment in the article.

After she commented, my roommate looked for another articles. 

But she didn't continue reading more. I think she was bored.

Why? 

It could be because my blog articles are boring. All I talked about is ME. 

So, I have new idea. 

Title of my articles should be me and other person! 

Selfie- Do I look good?

My classmates and friends say that a person looks good because he or she has inspiration in his/her life. 

And what they mean by "inspiration" is there is a MAN in a woman's life. 

OH REALLY...

I don't have a man now but these days I try to brighten my look. 

Yes, I can still do than even when I face some issues at my university. 

When I have a vibrant look, it influences others to be also vibrant!  Not just for man. hahah 

Also, my roommate told me, "love yourself!!"  

OK, roommate 

These photos are from 2 weeks ago. It was when I went out with my Korean friend.

Do I look better when my hair is tied? Which image of me are you most comfortable with?

For this photo, in my opinion, I look like a street vendor in my city. www

Or do I look better when there is no tie around my hair?

By the way, my roommate lent me her headband! I think it looks good on me! 

I think I should buy more nicer accessories fo my hair. 

Oh, and I cannot help but notice the thickness of my body!! I should reduce weight!

 I hope that my roommate and will have exercise again soon. 

I just love my appearance here 

When I have a boyfriend, I wonder how my days will be. Will I still be the same?

So much for those thoughts. 

Anyway, I will try to enjoy my time with people around me! Especially my lovely roommate 

My roommate in here was changing her clothes!! Can you see her panties?? ahaha 

A Whole New World

You Say 'Tomato', I say 'Tomato'...

Make needs analysis paper?

Recently, I have a student. He is my Japanese friend's junior. We meet once a week to study English together. 

Last meeting, with my roommte and her friends, we studied together at a cafe. My roommate checked my lesson plan. I wrote there I expect 190 outputs from him in our 38 meetings for English class. But my roommate said not to let him do so many activities because he might get bored. 

OMG... what should I do?

How do I know my student is interested in my class?? I mean I dont want to force him to do something he does not like...

I should make needs analysis paper

Dan Brown's Novels

Do you know Dan Brown? Have you read his novels? 

In my case I haven't read any of them but I watched 2 of his movies. 

We are required in our class to study that.

Today is our presentation date of our perception, impression and reaction to the movie. 

But I haven't made anything yet. 

So I'm making now before 9:00 AM class! wwwwww

I dread about my weakness

Do you ever think deeply about your weakness? What kind of weakness do you have? 

I have many weaknesses but I seldom (maybe) encounter situation where they show up. 

Tonight I am reminded of my weakness. And I feel embarrassed about it. 

Today I bought 3 indian mangos. 

As I peeled the mango, there was a large brown spot showing up from the mango. I showed the mango to my roommate and asked her, 

"Is this the effect of a worm or insect having lived in this mango?"

"Oh my god! Where did you buy that mango?? This has been lived by insects! 

You don't know how to choose mango, do you!!?? Oh my god..."

After she said that, somehow I felt a fear for my future. 

"... yeah I don't know how to choose the mango. It was the venor who chose it for me. How to choose mango or how to know I am choosing the right mango?"

"You have to smell the mango!", said she as she was talking to someone on the phone. 

I threw away the first mango because of the danger it may cause upon me when I eat it. 

"And that's not how you peel mango!!!", exclaimed by roommate. 

"Omg you don't know how to peel mango!!"

My roommate saw my work. She was shock. And I felt she was disgusted by my incompetency in peeling a mango.

As she was talking to someone on the phone, she was peeling the mango to show me how to peel it. Her way of holding the knife was different; her forefinger on the side of the knife (actually it was swiss knife).

Before she could finish, I grabbed the mango and tried to peel it on my own. 

From time to time I stopped to consult her whether the way I peeled the mango is satisfactory. 

Still, I shouldn't rely on her for basic things.

One comment from her that also struck me was 

"You are already old and yet you still don't know how to peel a mango."

Her facial expression looked like this ↓

I felt quite hurt after she said that. It's true. Just what in the world did I do during my childhood? www

My roommate and I have been together for 8 months already. Recently we told each other that we want to have fight with each other. We get along with each other and we are peaceful. But sometimes I get bored of it. 

 Well, I want to fight (argue) with her and be able to resolve it with her. Now we just tolerate each other's differences. But I want us to adjust to each other's differences and learn from one another. Of course we learn from one another but I also want to adapt some of her behaviors. And I haven't shown to my roommate my deepest secrets or weaknesses. 

I think my roommate is good at many feminine activities like house chores, cleaning, cooking, hosting, talking, etc. I am not like that. But it is important for me to be good at those. If I were a man, I wouldn't prefer a woman who cannot do those (O_O)

Of course knowing and being able to do those things are not the reasons I become a girlfriend or a wife or a friend.

I get the feeling to accept the people's demands of me regardless of its degree of importance. I just want to satisfy them and be with them. But the fact that I didn't do most of this earlier is shown to me by my negative feeling whenever I encounter simple task such as peeling a mango.