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みなさま こんばんは
昨日二人の大きなTrainorsがきました。
2 big trainors came yesterday.
意味は彼たちがHigh Rank officers and 大きな胃があります。
このようなです
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彼たちの年齢は５０～さいぐらいと思います。
彼たちはもう古いと思います。
だって彼たちは白い毛がもっています。見ました。 v(*_*)v
英語で話します。
For the whole day, they trained us how to command, good points of a leader, how to to command, good points of a leader, how to handle the rifles, how to handle the sword and etc.
I find some of it difficult.
It was tiring for me because I was standing for 9 hours.
Umm we were given a breakですけど
30 minutes in the morning, lunch time (1 hour) and 10 minutes in the afternoon
but out of 30 minutes break in the morning, I only took 5 minutes of it, 40 minutes in lunch time and 1 minute in the afternoon.
I used the remaining free minutes for self practicing.
I thought I had to learn fast and catch up because there are some things I don't understand.
I thought it would be troublesome if I'd learn it later.
So that's why I used the free minutes for self practicing.
It looks like I am pressuring myself but it would help me lessen some worries and things to do later.
The whole time, I thought
"I want to give up. No, I don't want to. Yes, I want to. No, I don't want to. Yes. No. Yes. No. Yes. No."
The commandant asked me,
"Tired, Marianne?"
"Tired ハーハー”, I nooded.
"Can U still do it?" He asked me.
"Yes. I can still do it, Sir. ハーハー"
I went home.
The road to home is like a hill for me. Because it's going up.
I couldn't walk well due to standing for a long time.
When I walked towards home, I tell U I couldn't walk fast.
Normally, I am a fast walker.
But at that time, I was slow.
I also came to feel that myself is heavy!!
Then, I was at the gate.
I tried to open it but I couldn't open it easily! Because I was tired.
So I shouted a little bit because I was tired.
”ねえちゃーーーん！たすけてーー ハーハー T_T”
There she saw me and immediately went down the stairs and helped me.
Then, she said to me
"Girl, Ur face is red"
"I'm tired T_T ハーハー", I said like a baby crying.
When I entered the house, I was like K.O.
My mother told me not to immediately wet myself with water. After 3 hours, that's the time I can already take a shower, she said.
But I did not follow what she said. After about 30 minutes, I immediately wetted myself.
Because I wanted to go to bed already.
And before I go to bed, I wanted to clean myself.
Because I thought I smelt like stinky pig's sh*t after sweating a lot because of the workout. LOL σ(^_^;) just joking.
2 days ago, I had my hair cut.
It's like this
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It's a girl from the internet.
At first, I didn't plan to have bangs. Because based from my experience and observation, having bangs is annoying.
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When I was a kid, I have bangs. But as soon as it grows, it covers my eyes. So I get annoyed by it. I'd always did not want bangs but my mother wanted me to maintain having bangs. So it's always cut until eyebrows. One day I decided I won't allow my mother to decide what should be my hair cut. So I insisted to her I won't go to the parlor. I didn't tell her the reason.
If I dun go to the parlor, my bangs wont be cut. And then it would grow. And then it would disappear. And no more bangs anymore.
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The gay asked me for the 2nd time, would U like to have bangs?
Then, I said "umm which do U prefer? I'd go for the one U prefer".
Then, the gay's preference is, there is bangs.
So now I have short hair and bangs just like the picture above.
Still, I want to wear head band.
Today is the 2nd time we jogged for 5 rounds.
昨日のようにAfter jogging 2 rounds私たちはなかなか疲れててしまったんです。
The same as yesterday, after ２rounds of jogging, we became quite tired.
だってそんなトレーニングなれていなかったんです。
Because we are not used to that kind of training.
でもいつかきっとなれます。うん。
But someday we'll get used to it. Yes.
去年のオフィサーは私たちを養成しています。
Last year's officers are the ones who's training us.
思ったよりもあまり残酷じゃないのでした。
It was not really cruel than I thought.
私は考えすぎるとおもいます。
I think I am thinking too much.
私たちは「Mountain climbing」を運動されてしました。
Mountain climbing was exercised by us.
最初は、見るだけで、簡単と結論付けた。(-^□^-)
at first, by only looking at it, I concluded it was easy.
だけど、やったとき、私の結論が変わりました。 (￣ー￣；
But when I did it, my conclusion changed.
今、私のふくらはぎがなかなか痛くなりましたんです。
Now my calves became quite painful.
でも大丈夫。
But it's okay.
私はなかなか肉体的に疲れているんですけど、
I am quite physically tired
ですけど、私は精神的に疲れません！
But I am not mentally tired!
がんばります！
I will do my best!
まずは、私の夢を達成する前に、私は自分のこと修正します。
First, before I achieve my dream, I will fix myself.
皆様、Me changingのこと みてください。
Everybody, please watch me changing.
じかんがかかりますけど。
But it will take time.
↑なんか私は変な日本語をしゃべっているんですねー。
It seems like I am uttering strange Japanese...
おやすみなさい
It was my first time to bike on the high way.
I finally faced one of my fears.
I was nervous while propelling the bike because many big vehicles passed by and overtakes me. I was afraid I might get into an accident or I might crash into someone else's vehicle. I get distracted by that thinking so there were times my biking was not straight. I mean it would turn left to right or right to left. Urrggghh
I realized that I am really a girl. So different from male's mentality.
I was exposed to the heat of the sun.
I was jogging.
I forgot to apply lotion on my face.
I saw handsome Japanese boy in the school. Maybe he's the rumored Japanese boy who'll be studying in the school this June.
I went back by biking.
Then, at home,
I slid myself. Because the floor was wet. Because it had just been mopped.
I ran. So that's why I slid. いたいです。
I couldn't stand immediately.
Maybe after 3 minutes, I stood.
No one helped me. They just laughed and watched me.
Well, I don't care. It's not a big deal anyway.
Just now, I had my body massaged especially my back. I like it. It feels really good but it tickles me. w
Oh I realized I have a neechan who is good at massaging.
She got talent. It's good. She can become a good wife someday.
Today's activities made me sweat and tired.
-_-)b
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ハーハー
*pant*
I realized I am physically weak.
After 1 round of jogging, my appendix was starting to get painful and my heart too.
Other girls too. We are so weak. Some gave up because they can't do it anymore. And they have おんなのこと。
Our previous teachers didn't always let us jog.
So it's no surprise that we are about to give up after 1 round of jogging.
Goal is 5 round rounds of jogging.
Some just walked because they got tired.
Anyway we reached 5 rounds. We reached the goal.
But it was just a warm up.
We are so weak.
While jogging, I was panting. I was tired. I felt that I was already heavy. And it was hot. I felt like I wanted to give up. But my other self told me not to.
"U can do it. If it comes to this, U r best among the girls. U could chase and able to reach those boys when u were young. U like this right? If U want to improve the strength of Ur leg, endure it. and if U want to become better at this, finish it. u can do it. U've already overcome many things. So why not finish it? It can also reduce fats on Ur stomach, U want it right? Do it. "
Then another self of mine told me "haha, U r kidding me. but i will do it."
Yes, these selves of mine were talking while I was jogging and facing the きれい blue sky. It was hot and I kept on panting. I sweated a lot. It's good.
Whenever I see my girl classmate ahead of me, I would jog fast to be ahead of her.
Then, I tried to be ahead of my boy classmate.
When I surpassed them, I thought "bleeh".
But later on, I let some of them surpass me because I was getting tired and so my speed became low. I didn't care anymore. w
It was like a race for me.
But my other self said "Dont compete. Dont look at others'. Concentrate on Ur own. Learn it."
"OK. I will do my best because I want to learn from it.", I thought.
And I was 2nd among the girls who arrived first.
It's okay because I learnt.
But I couldn't smile at my situation.
I was soooo tired after that. I needed water to drink but my water jug was in the hands of my girl classmate who arrived first.
O_O what the ehem!
"Who said U can touch my thing?", I thought.
i didnt wanna speak out what was in my mind because girl classmate might think I am selfish, it's めんどくさい to hear blah blah from her because of just simple thing and it is こどもらしい。
Normally, they are used to getting classmate's thing without permission from classmate because classmate is classmate and classmate is friend. and they put some of their trust on friend
So usually it apears to be okay for the owner to let his or her thing be borrowed by other classmate without permission.
It's being friendly.
But I am only referring this kind of mentality to us. I dont know for other students and people.
Anyway, I am tired.
I tried biking from home to school. My おやじ was still sleeping.
It's 2 kilometers. It's my first time biking this length.
Do most people think it's long?
Before I tried it, I thought 2 kilometers
was just a piece of cake.
But now, I think I shouldn't underestimate things that look simple (笑)
Ah, my sweat reached my eye.
Umm it's like sour? Hot? Spicy?
i don't know how to describe.
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There was a message he gave to me that made all become real.
My smiling face became
( ﾟ ▽ ﾟ ;) ← Like this.
「なーーーーにー！？」
It was a serious situation for a very weird person like me.
After probably 3 days, I went to that place to check it if it has arrived.
It took me courage. It really took me a lot of courage.
For normal people, going there is just okay. And it just doesn't require much courage.
But for very weird people like me, it's not okay. I need a lot of courage to do it. Really.
It was not easy for me. I had to lie to my mother! I felt guilty at that time.
After going there and found out that there was none
I thought I would never go and check it again.
But this dream I had recently really tells me to go and check it
despite the fact that it was already a year ago.
OK. I decided I will go.
Tomorrow.
I don't know how to go alone so I asked my classmate to go with me.
And it's a big SURE from her.
Yes.
after I find it out tomorrow, I might probably become totally げんき again.
thinking of it makes me nervous but
たのしみしています！！！
(＝⌒▽⌒＝)
This is bread.
The thing on top of it is cheddar.
This sticky rice is called Puto in here.
It'd be yummy if it's paired with ripe Mango.
Recently, I think I ate a lot.
That's what I don't like during summer vacation because I tend to eat a lot.
Inside the room, I've got nothing to do but mostly stare at the ceiling or sometimes close my eyes but actually I'm awake.
Sometimes, during that time, I think.
I think about my future.
It makes me want to eat something.
So I search for snacks in the pantry.
And if I find one, I eat it
I might gain a lot of weight.
In the future, I might become fat like my mother.
いやだなー
It's not healthy.
I want to become physically fit.
But じじ said he wants to become a sumo wrestler.
To become a sumo wrestler, one must have a high calorie intake.
Sounds dangerous.
I wonder what in the world that man ate that made him say that. 
A few days ago, I sent text messages to many of my classmates saying "hello, *name*! How's Ur summer vacation?"
Some of them replied to me.
One said
she's hanging out with her best friends
another said,
he's at home all day long, sleeping
another said,
she's shopping with her family in the mall
another
said he's in his girlfriend's house
Some didn't reply to me.
I asked one of them to go biking with me.
But he said "My bike is broken."
So my day remained boring.
In the evening, while I was surfing on the internet,
a text message came.
She said "Sorry for very very late reply, hello Frey!".
It's from my girl classmate whom I offered to exchange letters with me.
But for some reasons, I stopped exchanging letters with her.
I avoided her.
We didn't have a fight or anything like that.
It's just me who decided to stop.
In her text message, she told me about what she did.
She hanged out with 3 of our girl classmates who are her best friends.
She said they were in a restaurant and behind them was a Japanese sitting.
She said the 3 of them did eye to eye contact with each other.
She said they were thinking of me.
"If Freya was here, surely she'll be excited"
っく (///∇//)
oh my gad ///////////////////
The teacher and the president kept on talking.
And I, I was just listening.
It's okay for me.
I enjoyed listening to them.
The teacher told us her experiences in here.
She said she can drive a 4 wheeled vehicle.
But she didnt know know how to drive a motorcycle.
It was weekends I guess when she learnt how to drive a motorcycle in here.
Her friend taught her. According to her friend, if U know how to bike, then U r just a few steps to master how to drive a motorcycle. Because balancing is important.
Many things about her she told us.
About when she was younger, the times when she was scolded by her father. As she was telling as about it, there wasn't any sadness at all. It all provoked laughter. It was funny.
The most thing I was interested was listening to how she thinks towards us.
She said students these days are totally different from students of her time.
I didn't ask why.
Because I didn't want to.
She can't handle students who always correct her, students who directly say impolite things to her, students who argues back and students who are hard to discipline.
This class has many issues, really.
Students who bring their phones without permission from the principal, books being left everywhere in the classroom, gay friend who stole, boy bullying the 2 girls over a boy, 2nd time of the boy bullying (wrapping the chair of my girl classmate with a lot of scotch tape), 1 group of gay friends fighting (We call their group 'Tres Marias'), some of my girl classmates who said to be flirting, my girl classmate who cheated, my boy classmate who mailed that he was absent because he was dead, and so many more thing, really!
A lot of issues.
She said that in this school she feels nobody likes her.
Many problems were bombarded to her mainly because of our misbehavior, I think.
Some teachers complain to her.
Everytime we misbehave during classes in other subjects, the subject teacher reports it to her.
Did she resign because she wants to avoid to deal with such trouble?
Or did she resign because she thinks we are matured enough to handle some things and that we don't need her anymore?
┐(￣ヘ￣）┌
Generally, she thinks students of today's generation are difficult to discipline.
Yes, I do think we are difficult to discipline.
Because when I myself tried to discipline my classmates, I find it difficult since they always talk back.
Some teachers complain to her about us.
One thing my fat teacher should remember is that, many teachers like us for being interesting and always active in class.
to be continued
Yesterday in the morning, around 7:00 AM, I planned to go out of the room and transfer to another room. People in there were still sleeping.
I went out without the room's card.
When I entered the elevator, I saw a foreigner there with squinty eyes.
He was probably Japanese or Korean.
His face reminded me of the Japanese person I saw in Niconico.
I planned to go to the 21st floor so I pressed the button for it.
I pressed it but it won't work!!!
I remember that before I press the button, I've got to have the card and show it to the thing (something like a sensor) that enables me to go to whatever floor I want to go.
The doors of the elevator were already closed.
And I was like "eee".
And it seemed that the foreigner next to me was having the same situation as I do.
"haha", I thought.
People entered the elevator. They have their cards so they were able to go to which floor they want to go.
They don't know we were having a problem.
My brain told me to seek for help from them.
But I can't just say "can I borrow your card?" to them right??? Because we are total strangers. And they are not staffs. I shouldn't bother asking them. And I didn't. And this foreigner didn't also seek help from them.
Then, they went out.
The doors were open. But I didn't go out. Because it's not the floor which I want to go.
For a few minutes, nobody entered the elevator.
I was scared.
I pressed the buttons many times. But it wouldn't just work.
The foreigner too pressed the button many times.
Only 2 people were there.
Me and the foreigner.
We stood there not knowing what to do.
We also didn't have any conversation.
My breathing became obvious.
It's a sign of getting a little bit panicked and scared.
I was looking around the elevator.
In my mind, I was like "What the heck should I do!!!??? In this small space, we might run out of oxygen!!!"
My brain told me to speak to the foreigner.
But I didn't.
I doubted if the foreigner could speak English.
If I start a conversation with the Foreigner in English, he might not understand it thus, causing the atmosphere to be more odd.
If I start a conversation with him and he understands it, what would I reply anyway?
Those are what I was thinking.
I didn't say anything. He didn't too.
Silence was there.
Finally, 2 girls entered.
They were able to go to the ground floor without any card.
When the doors of the elevator were open for the ground floor, I saw a male staff there standing.
Before the doors closed, I immediately asked him to help me go to the floor I want to go by showing his card to the sensor.
While I was asking, the foreigner nodded and also explained the same problem NOT BY SPEAKING but BY MAKING GESTURES.
Oh it's teamwork.
Me, speaking and him, making gestures.
The staff did as what I have asked him to do.
When he pressed the button I want to go, it was working.
But he didn't press the button which the foreigner wants.
While the elevator was going up, I was thinking about the foreigner. I was concerned.
When the doors opened, I finally spoke to him.
"What about you, Sir?", I asked him.
I placed my hand over the side so that the doors won't close.
Then, the foreigner gestured something like "no, no. I'm okay".
And then I left.
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The thing which I can't forget was the odd atmosphere we had when nobody was there but only us and that the elevator wasn't moving.
While I recall what happened to me in the elevator, I think I was funny.
My thoughts were exaggerated.
"Run out of oxygen" ← LOL
Anyway, the foreigner was quite handsome. (^_^)v
I'll not tell about this to my girl classmates because they might misunderstand and tease me.
Supposedly, I had enough eating from the buffet.
But the girl offers me to eat more.
Like this クレープ。
I couldn't just deny it.
So I accepted to eat it despite my stomach being full.
I ate it slowly.
After I finished eating, my stomach was really really, aaa.
いっぱい。
Next, the girl offered me to hang out with her.
Parents are okay with it. They entrusted me to her. Her parents are also okay with it.
I don't know this place. I don't know the city.
FYI, I'm from just simple small town.
I don't know a lot.
Then, we went to a shop where it's like tea house. We went outside the hotel.
The furnitures and the interior looked good.
Pink and violet.
The girl offered me to order something.
And I thought, "what? eat again?"
and I chose which to order despite my stomach being full after taking meal.
私のおなかはとってもいっぱいです。
But I kept on accepting what the girl said despite my stomach being full.
Then, we were walking.
All the time I wanted to pee.
I couldn't take it anymore.
So I told them I would go to te restroom.
And after that...
at last I felt better.
My urinary bladder is not full with urine anymore.
I can drink drinks without feeling uncomfortable anymore because I already released it.
Then we went back to the hotel.
I'm going to sleep with 3 girls.
2 girls I don't know so much.
Just awhile ago, they were eating junkfood.
They offered me to eat it.
And I accepted.
I couldn't just deny it.
I just thought "Why do city girls eat so much!!!??? It's 11 PM already!!!"
Still accepted it and ate junkfood and watched tv.
-_-
I want to eat a lot.
But my stomach easily gets full -_-
Oh
It's already 1:49 AM JPN time.
And they are still watching TV!
Oh
inremember one of these girls said that usually she gets home in the morning and rarely gets home early!
WoW!
As a girl from rural place who doesn't go out so much, I'm amazed by them!
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