Last month, I joined clean up drive by Cebu Green Project.
Recently, on Sunday, I joined the same activity. I was one of the organizers of the activity. It was the 3rd activity made by the group.
Together with the Japanese and other foreigners, the activity aims to make our city clean and be role models to other cities.
I'm so happy to pick up trash with the Japanese!!
Haha I want to improve my relationship with them! haha
最近、私は新しいがいます。
彼は日本人です。And, we have the same age. We met last week.
But our meetup was eccentric at first.
I spent more than 3 hours with him at a cafe.
After that, we walked together, held hands and embraced each other.
We really enjoyed each other's time.
And maybe we were like Romeo and Juliet who had strong feelings for each other.
But I let him promise that we are forever friends.
But at the end, we did chuuuuuuuuuu.
Do you think this is eccentric? It's your first time to meet and then you do these things...
Doing all of these and sharing these feelings with a man is really my first time.
It reminds me of a romantic drama.
I'm so so happy. But at the same time I am worried about the future.
My other friend insists on me that this new Japanese friend and I are not friends anymore because we have special feelings for each other.
I'm worried. If I engage in a relationship like this, I don't know what to do!
I'm so concerned what I should do for my partner. I'm so concerned I might hurt his feelings.
Do I like really him?
Is this the only reason I don't want to engage in a relationship?
My other friend tells me I do not need to change myself too much even when I am in this kind of relationship.
He is nice guy. I'm comfortable with him.
But...
なんか、something is really lacking. What is it?
本当に好きなのかなー。
Do I like him? Or is there somebody else I really like?
T_T
T_T
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たすけてください。
This week I couldn't concentrate on my studies. I could not think properly. I always think of this. T_T
T_T T_T
My first meetup with a Japanese guy.
I had attended an international meeetup in the city for people interested in languages. I never noticed him during the meetup. It was when I was about to go home that he approached me. And there we talked for about 3 minutes. And we went home.
Fone thing, he could get my full name. So he could search me and add me on FB, and through this SNS, he invited me to use him to practice my Japanese and go out with him. He wants to see me again.
USE??
GO OUT??
I thought he was so fast. And the way he invited me sounded like I was a bitch even though my language is polite, the way I dress is ordinary, my makeup is simple, and my posts on FB are decent. It looked so easy for him to invite me. How could he??
I had my friend read his messages to me and asked for their advice. All of them said like "watch out!" "don't go". Because they thought this Japanese guy had dirty mind. And something bad might happen to me.
Should I trust him?
I told him I rarely go out with my friends. (so I might not be available for meeting up with him).
But his reply sounded like he really wants to see me again the soonest. According to him, he will only stay here for 2 weeks and will go back to Japan after that.
And then, I said to him the real reason I was hesitant to go to see him.
I said, "I'm a shy a person (and you might not enjoy my company)"
But he immediately replied to me, "no problem. I'm shy too."
Wow!! It was so easy for him to say it!!
At least, he could have made his request to me polite and with a feeling of interest. He always ends his sentences with . (period). So I ordered him to use ! often.
I refused to listen to my friends and cousins and I went to see him secretly at 7:30 PM in the place where the international meetup was held. I thought, if I could sense something suspicious during our conversation, I would immediately walk out.
Right now, I don't really need someone with whom I can practice my Japanese. What I need now is to practice my verbal communication skills in English with strangers like him. So this is the reason I decided to see him again.
Surprisingly, during our conversation he turned out contradictory to my presumptions about him. He's a decent guy!
Whenever there was silence, we just smiled and go on naturally. www
We went to cafe first and then we transferred to a Japanese restaurant. We took our dinner together/////// And we ate RAMEN. I think he wanted me to eat Ramen. I ate it but...
But, I could handle few Japanese tabemono.
If I were as white as him, blush on my cheeks would have been clearly shown.
Overall, he's a decent guy. In our conversation, we just talked about my country and Japan attitude and languages!
And he said to me in FB chat he wanted to meet me again too.
YES!!
But I said to him, when he goes back here, that's the time we will be meeting again.
Atarashii tomodachi ga iru!!
Because of my carelessness, the plate fell and broke.
It was my favorite plate :(
By the way
Everyday I want to sleep.
I will finish memorizing my speech tonight and do the rest of the homework tomorrow early morning.
I want to sleep early tonight!!!
iPhoneからの投稿
I arrived yesterday evening with empty stomach.
But it was only her who knew I would arrive. Problems in network signal arose that night so it's useless to try to contact everyone. I wasn't able to meet her.
でもなんとなく、I ended up riding in that baka yarou ossan no kuruma.
His friend riding his motorcycle suggested a place where they can drink and I can take my dinner. And we went there.
But there was silence throughout in the car; there were no greetings like a simple how are you (and why would I do the same??)-- except the music being automatically played which started at its chorus.
But I'm already used to this (acting like the person is invisible).
Oh, but he paid for my food and let me ride in his car without complaint.
What are you thinking of??
How could I refuse such an invitation! My favorite English teacher (who has just become the school's principal) was said to be present on that day. I had been hesitant to talk with her for several months even when she initiated to talk with me on SNS, like "how are you?" (I absolutely did not reply her). So it's my chance to talk with her in depth.
Meeting time is at 8 o'clock in the morning.
But I totally forgot it until 4 PM when I saw on FB a photo of themselves enjoying the beach.
I was so shocked.
Why did I forget it??
In my planner, there was no mark on April 16th.
oh my god... what happened to me...
I'm worried about my memory.
iPhoneからの投稿
2 weeks ago, my classmates requested my professor to sign at the back portion of the cover page of her book.
But I was not able to bring her book.
Today I let my professor sign the book.
But I asked her to write everything in German.
Of course I did not understand anything at first.
I did not intend to look up in the dictionary or on the internet the meaning of each of these words so that I can never know its message until I am able to meet a German friend in th future and ask him/her to translate the messaage for me.
But, 我慢できなかったゎ～。
Within this day I tried to find out everythhing and so I was able to get the message.
Of course I regretted giving up. w
It would have been so much interesting if I had waited for the time I could meet a German friend!!!
By the way, don't get me wrong; I am not really interested in German.
However, it is important for me to study words from various languages, especially the ones in Europe as many English words are derived from them.