回想～2009年6月頃 その十五 「story about poor man」
日本全国津々浦々。仕事のないところはない。今日は特に忙しい方々を中心の番組を捨てて行きたいと思いまーす。効率よく仕事をしていきたいと思ったけど、効率以前の問題が顕在化している現状。
I am still in the bad mood since last summer 2009. To cut off this situation, there are not many choices. I just turned to the age 33 years old today. I have been imaging working in creative staff. However my dream still have not come true. Dream is dream? Or I can make the dream come true? I have been doing nothing since last September. It is about 9 months doing nothing. My ability for working is declining day by day. There are some easy work everyday. However it does not make any progress. The biggest concern is relationship and communication with my boss and team leader. They are quite strict about the job and never allowed me for level work. It made my mental health going bad. I was forced to going to the mental health clinic. And I am still with the clinic once in 2 weeks. No one can help me but me. There cannot be found any solution for this problem. It is a bit easy just to quit this company. However, it is too risky to quit in this circumstance that world economy is in great depression. Is this limit? Is my body crying? Moon light is in the crowd. I am in the shadow-side.
This is because of communication problem. I want to forget about everything happened in last year.
He was just a honest man. Doing not special but normal. One day, his boss scold him very badly. Then he lost all of his small confidence. He could do normal daily work before. But after 2 months absence, nobady asks him doing even easy work. There is no more confidence in his mind. His boss took out all of his confidence. He is so sad being there.
Utsubo is lonesome man. He never gets along with people well. Nobody understand him. He tried to explain some topics however his boss cut it off as not understandable. He lost all of his confidence. At the stores, he could not buy candy smoothly. It was not his fault.
まだ精神状態が安定していないので、日々の状況を自ら書き記すことで、振り返りを行っています。
I am still in the bad mood since last summer 2009. To cut off this situation, there are not many choices. I just turned to the age 33 years old today. I have been imaging working in creative staff. However my dream still have not come true. Dream is dream? Or I can make the dream come true? I have been doing nothing since last September. It is about 9 months doing nothing. My ability for working is declining day by day. There are some easy work everyday. However it does not make any progress. The biggest concern is relationship and communication with my boss and team leader. They are quite strict about the job and never allowed me for level work. It made my mental health going bad. I was forced to going to the mental health clinic. And I am still with the clinic once in 2 weeks. No one can help me but me. There cannot be found any solution for this problem. It is a bit easy just to quit this company. However, it is too risky to quit in this circumstance that world economy is in great depression. Is this limit? Is my body crying? Moon light is in the crowd. I am in the shadow-side.
This is because of communication problem. I want to forget about everything happened in last year.
He was just a honest man. Doing not special but normal. One day, his boss scold him very badly. Then he lost all of his small confidence. He could do normal daily work before. But after 2 months absence, nobady asks him doing even easy work. There is no more confidence in his mind. His boss took out all of his confidence. He is so sad being there.
Utsubo is lonesome man. He never gets along with people well. Nobody understand him. He tried to explain some topics however his boss cut it off as not understandable. He lost all of his confidence. At the stores, he could not buy candy smoothly. It was not his fault.
まだ精神状態が安定していないので、日々の状況を自ら書き記すことで、振り返りを行っています。