IDENSHI～Empty Your Mind -5ページ目

IDENSHI～　I less than 3 you

i feel life
it scurries beneath my feet
crunches between my toes
oozing slime
like snails greasing pointless trails
pathways to nowhere made of nothing
and in this absence of everything
this abyss of life i feel
you shine

the antithesis of my blankness
the smile to my scowl
in cynical stillness you dance
creating whirlwinds of light
you
you're the you to my me
and from this life you'll set me free

say my name, the private one only you use
it liquefies my heart and singes my soul
words beyond worlds spill from your lips
wrapping me in coils of warmth, holding me to you
ensnared in your mind and blessedly trapped
you have caught me in your web of language
licking, tonguing at my core when you speak
wrote me into your heart and absorbed me totally
in sync

in love
in never ending unbroken moments of blissful thought
tickle my tender thinking with your oral gymnastics
and leave me begging, thirsting for more
say my name, so privately quiet to us
whispering violently, you make me tremble in need
speak for me and send my mind spinning inside
scream our love passionately, with ardor
and we will destroy all the stands in our way

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JASMINE　　JASMINE　　JASMINE

JASMINE

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Life becomes harder for us when we live for others, but it also becomes richer and happier.

最終的結論は…

　　　　　　　人を愛することなのか？

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IDENSHI～clues 9　Let sleeping dogs lie.

Slashing their wrists
with textas
So red ink trickles down
Laughing all the while.

They don't know the hurt it caused,
They don't see me cry

Showing off their 'scars'
To the world
The most realistic win.
Laughing all the while.

They don't know the hurt it caused,
They don't see me cry

Singing along to
Emo songs
Though they'll never understand
Laughing all the while.

They don't know the hurt it caused,
They don't see me cry

Selling their souls to

Drug lords
Just to get a short thrill
Laughing all the while.

They don't know the hurt it caused,
They don't see me cry

Forever cursing
Their parents
To prove they can rebel
Laughing all the while.

They'll never know the hurt it caused,
They'll never see me cry

Lif becomes harder for us when we live for others, but it also becomes richer and happier

I'm standing in front of you,
You've got a smile on your face,
But I can see sadness in your eyes,
There's so much that you hide from everyone,

Who are you?

You're one of the smartest in the school,
You never get detention and your homeworks always done,
You'll pass all your exams and go to uni for sure,
Yet you still insist on calling yourself dumb and a failure,

Who are you?

You're so thin, but you believe the opposite,
You measure your waist every night,
Then punish yourself through sit-ups and starving,
You're wasting away, yet you still see yourself as fat,

Who are you?

You're wearing that black hoodie you say because you're 'cold',
But I know what your hiding,
Fresh cuts on your wrist,
And soon to be scars on your hip,

Who are you?

Your family isn't perfect,
But they're not as messed up as others,
Your parents are always there for you,
But you just shove their help back in their face,

Who are you?

You have friends who love you and who are willing to help,
But none of them know what's wrong with you,
Simply because you haven't told them,
Because you don't trust them, you don't trust anyone,

Who are you?

You say that you are useless, pointless,
That you have no real talent, no purpose,
Everyone you know can sing, or draw, or write,
And all you can do is sit and watch as they do amazingly well, and you fail at life,

Who are you?

You believe that you're alone in this world,
That no one cares, or would understand what you're going through,
You cry all the time for no reason at all,
You are stupid and insignifigant so you cry yourself to sleep,

Who are you?

I take a step back from you, still gazing in your eyes,
And its then that I realise,
No person stands in front of me,
No person, just mirror,

Who am I?

Let sleeping dogs lie.

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IDENSHI～clues8 feel no fear

The touch of you still lingers,
deep beneath my skin
Creating visions of your lips
and places they have been

I smile as I remember,
your body next to mine
Longing to explore me,
our hearts and soul entwined

I sigh in adoration,
of whom I loved the most
Yet this is not reality,
For you are just a ghost

I knew you once so long ago
and yet I hunger still
My mind still living that one day;
I guess it always will

For once a heart gives in to love,
so completely will it fall
To take you to euphoria,
where time will seem to stall

I live within my fantasy
and dream of how we were
I see you laying next to me,
not leaving me for her

I know that love is fickle,
but here I stay alone
trapped within my memories,
my heart has turned to stone

Never will I love again,
For all eternity
My mind is living that one day,
when you were close to me

No pity do I need,
No scorn for how I live
Trapped within my yesterday,
Praying to forgive..